How the story goes....

You know you're Romanian when...

2010-03-28T21:31:00.001-07:00

Hilarious!!!! And oooh so true!!!! Puuuahahahahahaha
You know you're Romania when:
You cant have a boyfriend when you are 17 but you have to be married at 18. You grew up on liver pate sandwiches.... and thought that it was normal.
You make your own noodles. You had to share a room until you were 21.
You eat everything with sour cream. You try and reuse gift wrappers, gift boxes, and of course aluminum foil.
You are standing next to the two largest suitcases at the airport. You arrive one or two hours late to a party - and think its normal.
All your children have nick names, which sound nowhere close to their real names. You know someone with 20 kids.
You talk for an hour at the front door when leaving someone's house. You can fit 10 people into a Dacia.
You know what a Dacia is.
Your parents never throw anything away and if you by some chance manage to get something to make it to the garbage can... it mysteriously appears back where it was again.
You have lace tablecloths. You have lace curtains. You have lace curtains hanging across doorways.
You have rugs covering every inch of your house.
You have or ever had rugs on your walls.
Your mom tells you you're too skinny even though your 30 pounds overweight.
You ever heard of 'stomach stew'.
Your parents tell you not to care what your friends think but they won't let you do certain things because of what 'frati' and 'surori' will think.
You know someone that married his girlfriend of 2 months.
You ever said, "Nu pot right now ca sunt busy!" or any other sentence in a similar bilingual format.
Your mom is a doctor and force feeds you medicine for anything ranging from a headache, stomach ache to a stubbed toe.
Your house is full of Romanian medicine that is probably illegal here.
You ever had to hide your little tv from your parents.
You and your friends have ever been kicked out of a restaurant orrecreational park for being too loud or rowdy.
You and your friends are banned from ever entering a restaurant or recreational park.
Your mom recycles plastic cups and paper plates, and sandwich bags by washing them.
You have a vinyl tablecloth on your kitchen table.
You use grocery bags to hold garbage.
Your dad ever butchered a pig or lamb.
You ever ate pig skin.
You keep leftover food in your fridge in as many numbers of bowls as possible.
Your kitchen shelf is full of jam jars, varieties of bowls and plasticutensils (Got free with some household items).
Going to the movies is a sin.
Your parents call you farm animals when you get them mad.
Your mom ever chased you with a rolling pin or a broom telling you to stop so that she could hit you.
Your dad ever threatened to smack you across the mouth for being disrespectful.
You're twenty years old and your parents are trying to send you to romoville to get you married cause your old.
Getting married at 18 is normal.
Getting married at 16 actually happens.
Your mom washes your clothing at 40.
Asking if you can get a discount at a discount store on clearance items is normal and not embarrassing for your parents.
You don't use measuring cups when cooking.
You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax.
You can only travel if there are 5 persons at least to see you off orreceive you whether you are traveling by bus, train or plane.
You only make long distance calls after 11 p.m.
If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten, even if it's midnight.
When your parents meet strangers and talk for a few minutes, you discover you're talking to a distant cousin.
Your parents don't realize phone connections to foreign countries have improved in the last two decades, and still scream at the top of their lungs when making foreign calls.
You have bed sheets on your sofas so as to keep them away from getting dirty.
It's "normal" if your wedding has 600 people.
You dont know half the people at your wedding cuz your parents invited them.
You've seen the ground while inside the lavatory of a train.
You have mastered the art of bargaining in grocery shopping.
You walk out of the grocery store with no less then two packed shopping carts weekly.
You ever took a picture in a bathroom or saw a pic of a group of girls in a bathroom.
You have a RO sticker on your car.
You drive at 180 kph on even tiny roads, but when someone flashes to say there are cops in the neighbourhood, you slow down to 50 in a 100 zone.
When you hear someone say "We live in Romania and that takes up all our free time", you nod and smile knowingly.
You've just bought a top-of-the-range washing machine in Flanco, but still insist on washing by hand to save on electricity.
When going to pick someone up from their home and you don't know them very well yet, you are too embarrassed to go in so you look for silly excuse to wait at the door; like: its sunny out, its fine, they wont take long either.
When going to someones house to pick them up and their grandma/grandpa answer the door they don't invite you in but instead they listen to your greeting then slam the door in your face. Then you hear a really loud scream (like they scream from Europe to Asia): "______ is here to get you, move it don't make the guest wait at the door until you get ready."
Every time you call your grandma to check in with her she complains about the heat and hot water being too expensive.
If in your group of friends happen to be a few guys (this is for a girl) then you've ashamed your family. "what are the neighbors gonna say now???" your grandma will say.
Your dad is extremely strict and has a baseball bat by his bed, and in his car of course for any guys trying to approach you.
Your dad is extremely strict and you're not allowed to have a boyfriend until very old, but when you don't do it as soon as you're allowed they start freaking out about what's wrong with you.
You eat a dinner of Ciorba de Perisoare (topped with smantana), 1/2 Kilo of pork, a portion of Cartofi Taranesti, a load of pilaf, maybe a few sarmale, topped off by a plate of Papanasi with LOTS of smantana and a few beers, followed two hours later by 8 mici and a plate of greasy chips, with more beer, and then wonder why you are putting on weight.
You keep bread in plastic bags that you hang at a door knob or something.
Instead of change you get gum or candy from the cashier at the supermarket.
You have really enjoyed reading this :)
If you'd like to ad to this list, please feel free!!!!
Xo

Tezmania!

2009-11-13T07:49:00.000-08:00

Here we are recording non stop, day and night like Kid Kudi would say :) Making all the arrangements because..... WE'RE GOING ON TOUR!!! TO EUROPE!!!

Oh man I am stoked! All of us are, and we're ready to take over Europe with our music. Luther and I have been in the studio finishing up some songs we already had recorder and we are currently recording new ones so I think we're gonna leave with about 7 songs. 7 Indie Electronica and Dubstep songs. We're going to be away for a month but not to disappoint anyone we're starting the tour here in NY. We'll of course update everyone and let them know where the shows are going to be at. So sit tight cause it's going to be insane!!! :D

I know I'm kinda absent from the blog but its because of all the work we gotta do since the tour is coming up in less than a month. I will post some pictures Luther and I took at a photoshoot this past week, they came out great.

K I'm gonna run now but you guys stay happy and healthy and I'll come back with more updates :)

Back

2009-10-27T19:43:00.000-07:00

I'm sitting in bed listening to Tongue Twister, my new single and I like it so much that I put it on repeat :) Not because I'm a narcissist or anything but it is indeed an amazing track. I'll upload it very soon so you guys get a feel of it.

Its been a while since I last wrote, I've been busy constantly changing, living the young life and trying to conquer the world with my music.
Lots of nights spent out at clubs or in the studio. Summer has been amazing, everyday brought something new, something more exciting than the previous day.

I saw lots of things, good and bad and they've all helped me define more and more who I am, they helped me stay very grounded about my beliefs and ideas.

I moved from home. Heck, that was a huge step. My dad wasn't happy at all about it and still isn't. I just hope he's feeling better than how he used to when I had just moved. Mom understood, I think...
Its very different being on your own, having to take care of yourself, money means something totally different when you have to pay your own rent, lol. But its all for the best. I've come a far way with my music and I am very glad.

Had my first concert, there will be videos uploaded soon. It was a dream come true. It was sick as us kids say :))
Luther and I have a huge passion for music and this shows in our work, I am really proud of him. I call him GENIUS because he is one indeed. Oh man, I couldn't find a better way to describe him. He's amazing.

Met new people, made new friends, learned new things, this has only been for the best.

Winter's settling in and I tend to become a bear, but I'm trying not to let that happen this season. I wanna spend an amazing Christmas, I wanna go ice skating, I wanna drink hot apple cider in union square so I warm up while I watch young kids play around and do what they love the most: dance, sing, skate, etc.

New York is the best place on Earth and I want to enjoy every bit of it, every snow flake, every rain drop, every light that forms this amazing skyline.
I'm happy, every little thing I do to achieve my dream is a new experience and I am very glad to see it all.

Til next time, I'll leave you with one of my favorite songs and some pics:

I Own New York Bitch

2009-06-27T17:02:00.000-07:00

So I started a myspace page for me :) as an artist. I've been working on the project Tez since April, but I preferred to keep in the down low until I had something finished.
One night I was out with my friends and they were playing the original song "I'm in Miami Bitch" by LMFAO when I got the idea to write "I Own New York Bitch".

Next day I called my producer and told him: "Listen, I really wanna record a response to that song because I love those guys and I think a girls version for New York would be amazing." He loved it and I started writing on it. We got in the studio and got it done in one day.

Now you can go on www.myspace.com/tezrocksnyc and listen to it as many times as you'd like. I do hope you enjoy it, but make sure you listen to the original song "I'm in Miami Bitch" by LMFAO first if you're not familiar with the song so you can really understand the idea.

I really love LMFAO, I think these guys are amazing, and their attitude rocks!!! Check 'em out if you haven't done it yet, and ENJOY!!!

Peace lovers!

New York girls NIGHTOUT

2009-05-01T13:41:00.002-07:00

Sorry for my absence but I was pretty busy working on some projects that I will soon present to you guys.
Just wanted to give you some updates on what I've been doing lately and let you know I'm still alive lol. Well I've been partying, my birthday just passed and we made sure to celebrate it in every way possible :) Spring is here and the weather is just beautiful which automatically requires skirts and dresses so I'm happy! Plus the semester is almost over and that just means more time for enjoying the clubs, parties and getaways.

This week I went with Farrah to the New York girls NIGHTOUT event. The event was like a mini trade-show where girls like us can shop while enjoying a drink, while getting a free make over and free manicure, while taking pictures, while trying out the best antioxidant on the market MonaVie acai berry juice, while eating fat free doughnuts and mingling with other fashionistas. Sounds nice right? Well it was great!!! Dan Caplin and his amazing MDT team did a great job in organizing the event and making everyone feel amazing.
Farrah and I bought the same ACDC tee, and by mistake we both wore them the next day, hahahah. It was really funny 'cause we met in the city and while she was walking towards me we were talking on the phone about how we both were wearing the same tee. So we took turns on zipping up our jackets lol.

Here are some pictures we took during the event. Enjoy!
XoXo

Sofi is 1 already

2009-03-17T23:41:00.000-07:00

My gorgeous god daughter turned 1 year old!!! Well she did on the 4th but I've been absent so I'm telling you guys just now.
My absence had to do with different reasons: too busy, not inspired, pissed off, too happy, you know... stuff.

Aaannnyways, I'm back and I'm gonna talk about the little angel Sofi :)
I can't believe how time went by, how it was almost two years ago Stefana asked me if her coke tasted like metal, and I told her "no". How she immediately knew she was expecting because of that taste and how we crack up about it ever since then.
Then when this little cupcake was born she brought her to my house and she was so small that I could still see the cartilage on her fingers through her skin.
She then grew bigger and bigger, learned and remembered new things, us. Her baptism, when I was the most excited and happy person ever. And now her first birthday. She's like a lil lady already, she takes our cell phones, a purse and walks around the house pretending to be talking to someone while fixing her purse on her shoulder. Going shopping now is something Sofi enjoys more than anything. The rush she feels and excitement she gets from turning the store up side down can not be compared to anything!

I look at her and can't believe my eyes, at the same time I realize we're getting older and time doesn't stop. I love all the things she does, from when she's trying to act like the boss to the moments she does anything to make us laugh.
I'm so lucky to be her god mother.

I love you Sofi!

One day we took her to Johnny Rockets and she loved it!!! LOL Watch her being mesmerized :)))

Project Global trade-show Vegas

2009-03-05T17:29:00.000-08:00

Its more than a week since I got back, or is it more? Anyways I never got the chance to post the pics I took in Project so I will now :)

I haven't had time to even breath because I had lots of things going on that I really had to take care of. Plus multiple exams :(( Gosh I can not wait to graduate and be done! I'm longing for that day :)

I'm trying to post everyday but life keeps me very busy so I'm doing my best :)

Enjoy!

Project- Women Hall

Yes, they even had complimentary hair cuts :) Project rocks!

The Area at Project

Amazing booth made out of books :)

Us being silly in the VIP Registration

Yeeezzeeerr

Gio and I at Thryst (the most amazing club I've ever seen)

Today's jurnal

2009-03-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

7:00 am Woke up, tired as hell. Tired of studying the same nonsense for the two midterms I had to take today
7:50 am Almost ready to head out but shit I forgot to charge my Ipod. I can't go trough the day without it :((. Charge it really quick.
8:05 am Ok, gotta go, don't wanna be late
8:07 am Call my baby Sofia, its her birthday today, she's 1 year old. Realize how time flew, I love her so much!!!!!
8:10 am With her dad on the phone, congratulating him for the little princess he has. Bust my ass while talking to him because the streets are full of ice. He crakes up at me. I crack up at myself while thinking I probably have the worst bruise on my thigh :(
8:30 am Pissed off with MTA, they're idiots! The bus didn't show up until 8:30 so I was sure I was gonna be late for my first midterm. Get in the bus and turn my Ipod on, lets relax.
8:50 am 20 minutes???? to get to the train??? Again mad at MTA busses LOL, get in the train
9:20 am get out of train about to grab a cab so I wont be late, guess what? There's no empty cabs!!! :O "this is not happening" I somehow managed to get in a bus that happened to get there, and then walked a little bit.
9:35 am get in my class, 5 mins late, found my seat, and waited for my exam to make its way to my hands, scared as hell!!! Cursed the book in my head for being such nonsense! Finally got the exam.
10:30 am Done with exam. Breath a little easier.
10:35 am Walking towards the computer lab on 25th St. Almost busted my ass again. And again, on ice. Met up with a classmate and discussed the exam (yes I do this sometimes, I'm lame I know lol) he also finds the book to be nonsense and the exam to be confusing. Well, lets see how it turns out.
10:50 am Computer lab- browse the internet, clear my mind. Study for the next midterm, write on blog, realize I need to eat, but decide to study some more.
12:07 pm About to leave the computer lab- exam at 12:50 pm, talk to Phill on the phone, about to log out.

Obviously bored! LOL

Because

2009-03-01T14:43:00.000-08:00

Because I got this about a week ago from Nico (so sorry for the late response) I'm finally answering :) Yuupppiii, lets see what do I enjoy, what makes my eyes and self more and more interested, what makes me dance, or sing, or be more and more optimistic.
Here it goes, and I'm just starting randomly, I enjoy all your blogs, they all mean something special to me :)

Nicole- Because she makes me smile non stop, her stories are full of youth, happiness and sincerity, I love her!

Nico- Because she spills her heart out no matter what. Her way to write makes me hear it like she would be telling the story sitting right next to me.

Phill- because I can't live without music and he knows exactly what I like. His blog is the spot I run to and get everything fresh out the "oven".

Jamilla- because she writes with so much hope its impossible for you not to get filled with joy, optimism and smiles.

Julia- who started writing again, thank God :) She writes about her opinions, places she's been to, foods she ate, and I'm a huge fan of that!

My Daily Thread- because they're an amazing team, they know what fashion is and because I liked them from the first time I met them at Project.

As promised

2009-02-28T08:36:00.000-08:00

Here are the pics and videos I promised you guys from the concert in Vegas.
Artist: Bis Markie, Slick Rick, Common.
Enjoy!

Recognize the character? He's the one who makes you crack up on all those youtube videos :) And we've met him :)

Slick Rick

Talent beat box!

The man!

Limo ride back to the hotel

Laser Hair Removal

2009-02-24T10:22:00.000-08:00

As some of you have messaged me or commented to ask me for more details about the procedure I decided to write a post about it and explain how its done.
Yesterday I went for my first laser hair removal appointment. My father got me this package as a gift and I must say it is indeed one of the best investments one can make, thank you daddy so much!

I made the appointment a while before because I wasn't sure when will I be in NY, and luckily I was. I woke up very excited because finally my dream will come true :), I got ready and went to their office. I chose Romeo and Juliette not because they have the most advanced technology but also because they are the only ones that are FDA approved on the East coast.

As soon as I stepped in their office I couldn't help but notice the accent they put on details, aspect and hygiene. It looks exactly like a doctors office with all they're files in order but with an amazing interior design that shows great taste.
I completed the forms for my records and someone came to assist me right away. She explained to me all the little details I was interested to know and right after, we went on with the procedure: my first session.
I can't deny the fact that it was a little painful but if you wax you shouldn't have a problem taking the pain. It does hurt a bit but I took it very well as she said to me that she's proud of me and the way I took the pain. They also offer numbing cream in case you think you can't take it but you'd have to sit with it for an hour before and come on, lets be serious, I got inked, waxed myself, I should be able to take the pain. It was incredibly fast and easy, now I have to go back in two weeks for the touch up.
I have a package of 6 sessions and 6 complimentary sessions so by the time I'm done I will be hairless :) Gosh I'm so excited for the day when I go for my last session.
Meanwhile I can only shave because the laser only works like that.
You're not allowed to go tanning because the contrast between the hair and the skin must be big, your skin should be as pale as it gets. The whole process took about 10 to 15 minutes and the touch up should take much less. So you only in the office for a bit.
After, the feeling is like you just waxed, but it doesn't hurt or anything... Plus it goes away very fast.

I do recommend this and I do think it is one of the best investments you can make for yourself. So girls, guys go for it, you'll love it.
I can't wait for my next appointment!
And if you live in NY, don't go anywhere else, chose Romeo and Juliette, you'll get satisfaction guaranteed. Plus they're incredibly nice and they're professionals. I've read reviews from people that went to different places and were very unhappy, their hair didn't go away or they were treated badly. So why wait? Go ahead and book your appointment!

Good luck! :)

Lucky to still be alive and around

2009-02-21T15:45:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I had to fly Vegas NY because the show was over and we have another show starting tomorrow. I didn't really wanna leave so I tried to give up my ticket because the flight was overbooked but in the end they didn't need mine anymore so I had to fly.

I really wanted to stay one more day in Vegas because I really like it there plus it was so hot I was walking around in a wife beater I didn't wanna come back to that cold NY weather. But I ended up getting in the plane were I found out we were gonna be delayed because of strong wind back in NY. Anyways, I called my friends and parents to let them know I was gonna get there later than scheduled and instantly after I fell asleep but woke up after a little bit when the captain announced we had to do an emergency landing. The hydraulic system was lost which caused the panels in the wings and the wheels to block, along with some oil leak that could've caused an explosion upon landing. For that reason there were a million fire department cars waiting for us when we landed that took care of the situation right away and then towed us to the gate where we switched planes.

I have to be honest and say that I didn't realize the gravity of the situation until after it happened probably because I was in shock and they knew what to say to us so we don't freak out, even though someone did have a panic attack while we were still in the air.
We switched planes and got to NY around 2:30 am but safe thank God!
Now I realize I could've been dead now and it really freaks me out, but what can you do, even cars crash, things happen, we just have to move on.

Here's a video that I took from the plane where you can see just a small part of the fire department trucks that came to assist us, the rest were on the other side and going all the way to the back.
Pretty scary huh?

Magic and fun VLOG

2009-02-19T23:14:00.000-08:00

Today was the last day of Magic and tomorrow is the last day for Project so I made a little video while walking the show for you guys to see a few of the coolest brands out there :)

After the show I went to have dinner with Gio at Social House in TI where we had some really good sushi and mochi and watched the amazing show those guys put together every night. It was a very eventful and fun day, I love-adore-idolize Vegas.

First video is at Magic where you can see MOB's collection, the Dim Mak Collection (Steve- Aoki's line), an amazing piece of art that was put together during the show, and pretty much a preview of how the show is like :)
And the second video is the amazing show that's going on at TI.

Enjoy!

Vegas- Magic trade show

2009-02-19T07:17:00.001-08:00

Hello, hello!!!
First of all I want to apologize for my retardness LOL because apparently I still live in the month of January as I keep saying in my videos LOL, so guys please excuse me, I'm just so brain dead during the shows its not even funny :)))

Yesterday was really good, lots of sales, interviews and a good party at night where Steve-Aoki was spinning. Too bad I couldn't stay for more than one hour because I had to actually sleep, not like the night before, and I would've been so dead tired now if not :(.
Also my friend Vanessa that I haven't seen since June '08 came in from LA and we spend such a great time together I didn't want her to leave. Cracked up, been funny, ate at the Mandalay Bay's buffet restaurant, met new people and cracked up with them too, it was amazing.

Here are some pictures, and two little videos from the party.
Enjoy!

Vegas- Magic trade show VLOG 1

2009-02-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a full day. It was the longest day of show, it went on from 8am to 7pm.
Ashley and I did a VLOG for you guys to see how the show is like as a whole, and for the days to come I will go and do something individually with different brands.

At night we went to an amazing concert that was organized for the Magic exhibitors and attendees and we had the times of our lives. Common, Biz Markie, and much more were performing and showing the crowd what real talent is. I made a lot of videos and I hope you guys can enjoy them at least 1% from what we did.

I will come back with a post soon so you guys can see all the vids and pics from the concert and see who we got to meet (its a surprise) but until then enjoy the VLOG Ashley and I did yesterday :)

Vegas- First day VLOG

2009-02-17T07:31:00.000-08:00

Yeeaayyy, I managed to upload the first video :)
I'm sooo happy!
Enjoy guys, I'll make more and post them :)

Vegas- First day

2009-02-16T19:36:00.000-08:00

Today I checked in to Treasure Island early in the morning because I had to be at the Convention Center at 10 am, and usually the check in starts at 3 but the staff was so amazing that they not only checked me in so early but also gave me a good room.

I worked like a maniac and I'm brain dead right now. We all made things run smooth though and actually ended the set up much faster than the other times when everyone was trying to put things together but everyone kept slowing things down.
My back is a serial killer right now, I'm starving and I want to sleep. I have to be there at 8am tomorrow so I'm gonna order something in the room and just crash even though it is only 7:49pm here right now.

Usually I would be out partying, tearing clubs apart lol, but I'm just gonna call it a night tonight. Starting tomorrow its a different story :). Hopefully I'll bust a move and have fun, I mean COMMMEEE ONNN, I'M IN VEGAS!!! :)))

K, u guys enjoy the pics because the internet is way too slow here to update the videos so I'll have to do that later :(

Vegas

2009-02-15T11:12:00.000-08:00

I'm all ready to go. Packed my bags and got everything done for my departure :)

I have great memories from there, and every time I go I feel like a little girl who just got a new Barbie that came with a house, horse and a car. Ohhh and a husband lol
I'm so anxious to get there, and thank God the flight is pretty short, just about 6h.
Gio is already waiting for me :) We haven't been there since end of August...

Tomorrow I'm gonna go organize everything at the convention center and after, we'll go continue partying like only in Vegas is possible :) So many memories and so many places make me love Vegas like a maniac. I'm in a little bit of rush to get to the airport, but here are some pictures from The Sin City :)
I'll keep you guys updated :)

Top it up

2009-02-13T22:45:00.000-08:00

So I left you guys hanging about the outfit I was supposed to put together, sorry :)
It's 1:46 am and of course I can not sleep, I'm wondering why would that be? hmmm... LOL

Anyways coming back to the real deal :D today I'm recommending something I've previously spoke about: a shirt from the DIM MAK Collection.
I picked the black LTB skinny jean with any of the Radii's 420 tops and matched it with this amazing Gas Pump Killer tee.

Again, the DIM MAK Collection is insane and it's what you guys should be checking out right now. You want to look good and not be like the mass? Go get your tee's before they run out.

Here's this genuine piece:

Baby Sofia in action

2009-02-13T14:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we played and danced and... puked :)))
Yes it happens what can you do?
Sofia amazes me more and more everyday. She's only 11 months and she does all these things to amuse us like talk and explain something with such passion lol, dance, play, etc.
Enjoy these little 4 videos and pictures I took of my supergirl.

Lovely visit

2009-02-12T08:08:00.000-08:00

Monday night Stefana called and gave the great news: she was coming to NY! Finnnaaallyyy, after a bizillion years that I haven't seen her nor my precious little cupcake Sofia.

Gosh I waited anxiously three hours until they got to my house from PA and saw that my little bug is already big and she's walking perfectly by herself, she drinks her milk with no outside help to hold the bottle, what else can I say, SuperBaby :)

It was late so we went to bed but yesterday I took a little video and some pictures of her and I want to share them with you.

Enjoy :)

Same chapter

2009-02-10T10:34:00.000-08:00

On the same page as yesterday, I'm continuing with an outfit for men.
Because I spoke about how high tops are a necessity I'm going to continue with the jeans that are a necessity this season: skinny!

Yes boys if you didn't know by now, skinny jeans worn low on the hips and just a little baggy on the crotch is what you should have in your wardrobe. Again, every color you can think of: red, green, blue, even purple.
Here is our version of skinny you can order them online now :)
The black jean is what I'm going to pare with the kicks from Radii I was talking about yesterday and tomorrow I'm going to continue with tees, jackets and so on :)

Enjoy!

Lets be fair

2009-02-09T14:28:00.000-08:00

Because yesterday I spoke about what a gal should have in her closet this season, today I'm gonna give the turn to men, they gotta look hot too right? ;)
Well lets start with the shoes for today: high tops fellas! You can not go one more day without buying your high tops. Brands and colors, yes get as many as you can! White, black, gold, red, every color you can think of!

The first and most impressive brand that caught my eye, was Radii at Project this January. I walked around to check things out and completely fell in love with their new line. If you can not find them do choose something similar please.
Another amazing come back is Fila's new collection of high tops. It is amazing! For Fila I couldn't find any pictures but here are some delightful pictures of Radii's collection (as I was saying, fell in loooove with them). :)

They are definitely the must have of a man who likes to look good.

Virgin

2009-02-09T09:11:00.000-08:00

Most of you guys might be a virgin to The Virgins :) that's why I wanted to write a bit about them and have you listen to some of their stuff.
I picked Private Affair because it is one of my favorite songs and also because this song defines me in multiple aspects, almost every aspect one could think of.
Also take a look at the second clip where you can find out more about the boys behind this amazing project!

Enjoy guys!

Noooottt :))

2009-02-09T08:54:00.000-08:00

I was walking towards their office this morning when the Assistant Director came out, and I asked him "Are they up?" He said "Yeah just now :)" so I went and checked, and my name... wasn't there. :)
There were mostly middle eastern names so I figured "B, you're just not what they were looking for" so I just got out to leave and saw the Assistant Director waiting for me outside :) That was nice of him!
He told me "I just couldn't walk away, I wanted to wait for you" so I told him "I'm really okay, the good part is that I got the call back in the first place, and there's always a next one :)" I also told him that I will go see the play and that it was really nice to meet him, same did he. We both walked to the elevators and then separated with big smiles on our faces because it really isn't the end of the world. Of course I would of loved to be in it, but there are so many plays that maybe need my figure :)
Now lets go back and buy that Backstage, 'cause I've really been slacking off lately.

Take care my awesomeistik readers :)

Hottest thing on the market

2009-02-08T09:17:00.000-08:00

Newspaper and Fashion Magazines call this "The Boyfriend Look" To be worn, "Slung-Down" on the hips. This is the Modern flowerchild look.

This Jean is one of the hottest pieces to be worn this season. As all the magazines say the Miranda Jean is perfect if you love that baggy look on you.
You can wear them different ways, rolled up or just full length, either way you will look hot in them. They are 100% cotton, zipped and they are to be worn low rise as they are about to fall down because, come on, you are wearing your boyfriend's jeans ;)
They can be worn with just a wife beater or a tight tee that shows your hips and the way these amazing jeans fit.

This is our number one seller and magazines love to publish pictures of celebrities like Victoria Beckham, Katie Holmes, Hayden Panatiere and Eva Longoria rocking our jeans. And of course so do we :)
You can order your boyfriend jeans here and here's a little video with our rep Shana talking about our boyfriend jean and not only
Also here are some pictures where you can see different ways to rock the Miranda Jean.
Enjoy!

Happy Birthday Alan :)

2009-02-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we went to Alan's birthday. The invite said 10, but I didn't want to be the first one there so I showed up at 11 with a really good friend of mine Oana. It was still pretty empty but in half an hour everything got packed, so packed that I couldn't walk anywhere without having to repeat "excuse me", "excuse me", "excuse me" non stop lol.
I had an amazing time, almost all my good friends came there and we were all dancing, socializing, and just having an amazing time!

Around 1:30 we decided to go from La Zarza to 1Oak, so we all grabbed our things and moved there. Went to 1Oak, danced for another hour and then I rescued Oana from the crowd and we both went to Godlbar where we met some really nice girls, danced again :) and finally went home after a while.

Gosh that was a fun night!!! Now I'm really tired and probably going to crash again, but I'm gonna leave you with some pics :)
Enjoy!

Oana and I

Us again :)

Oana, Joey and I

Birthday boy!

Happy birthday Alan :)

Audition

2009-02-05T21:20:00.000-08:00

Today I went for the call back. I was there at 6:20 pm of course 10 minutes earlier to show my interest. I was incredibly happy that I got the call-back and when I read the email a night before I couldn't believe my eyes so I asked all my friends to read it and tell me if its real lol.

A little nervous I wrote Helen Jones for the character I want to audition for, Helen being the main character in the play. I was a little anxious because I haven't auditioned in two years and I almost forgot how to not be nervous lol.

But everything was perfect, they called me in for the first time (you can actually hear the assistant director call my name in the first video) and I read some lines along with another girl and two guys. After that, they told the girl and I to wait outside because they will come back to us, and so they did. They took everyone else and they left us for the end.

At the end they brought her and I inside and we both sat down. We were given two sheets to read from. I was given the main character and she was given the mom. After that they gave us another two sheets, where again I read the main character. After I was finished they switched and Capy (the other girl) read the second sheet with the main characters lines. After that the jury applauded us and told us that we're free to go and that we will see the answers posted on the door on Monday morning.

I am incredibly excited and counting the hours and minutes 'til Monday so I can find out if I got the role, or which role did I get if not the main, ...or if I got any :)
I hope I do get it, I live for this :)
K, now check out the videos I took today and here's a little play I did last semester for my acting class. Enjoy!

Close

2009-02-05T10:28:00.000-08:00

As you guys all know Florin left yesterday :(
I couldn't see him except in the morning because I had an audition to go to but he made sure he txt me and updated me with his status :)

As you all remember I went for the audition yesterday. We had a lot of exercises and scenarios to do and I was there since 6 to 9 p.m. Everything went perfect, improvising was easy but on the very last scenario I started cracking up in the middle of the scene and of course I felt like a moron even though everyone else was laughing, I still should of been in character. So I walked out of there feeling a little disappointed of myself because of that little thing (I am very strict with myself and I'm a huge perfectionist). Ilton did make me feel better by telling me I'm very stupid if I think about that moment that indeed was hilarious.
I wasn't sure of what was going to happen but I said whatever it is, its done!
We were supposed to get emails if we made it to call backs but I decided not to wait for it and just let it be, and guess what??? It was! I did get the call back and I have to go back today for the readings and character assignments. Also today is the final thing so I have to give everything out of me to get the best character possible :)

I'm very happy and confident for tonight.
I'll let you guys know about what happened! Keep your fingers crossed!

Bianca Ice Skating

2009-02-05T10:23:00.000-08:00

Winters are very cold in NY so if it rains it immediately turns into ice, and then all you need is snow on top of that and you're guaranteed a broken bone lol
Enjoy cracking up at me guys :)

Conclusions

2009-02-05T10:22:00.000-08:00

Magic Premium

2009-02-04T13:24:00.000-08:00

Because we're moving from Project to Magic in Vegas we've been going through a lot of changes, but overall I am incredibly excited about how this show is going to be.

Used to Project every Valentines and end of August in Vegas I was a little skeptical about what to expect and how will our customers take the change, but when I saw how the team organizing Magic is so focused in what they're doing and how excited they are to make Magic Premium a fun show I immediately stopped doubting.

February 15th I'm flying down there and I am so excited, I'm counting the days til then lol. I am anxiously hoping I will get to meet the Dim Mak Collection team, and as we all know this amazing line is Steve Aoki's. I am completely addicted to his music as you guys might know,... or not know lol.

I will try to make videos during the show and post them up here for you guys to see how my life is working and why do I always say: "Gosh I love what I do!" LOL

Gotta run now, I have an audition for an acting team :) (that's another thing I love)

Keep your fingers crossed peeps!

Mannequin in New York

2009-02-04T08:43:00.000-08:00

What happens when a "mannequin" wants to get close to the "rockstar" because she wants to party and go everywhere he does, meaning "in cele mai tari cluburile din New York" (in the best clubsing of New York hahahahahha)

CAST:

Bianca- "the mannequin"

Florin- "the rockstar"

Cabral- himself

Dan Balan- DowJones

Barack Obama- Obam Baracka

Here are some very funny videos for you to watch... if you speak romanian lol sorry my american friends :(

Ep 1, INTRO

Ep 2, Models and mannequins

Ep 3, Mannequin Witch Project

Ep 4, Three my love!

Ep 5, Cele mai tari cluburilele si Cabral (The best clubsing LOL and Cabral)

These episodes are a pamphlet and they should be understood accordingly :)

Gracias :))

One life- lets live it up

2009-02-03T00:33:00.000-08:00

Today we all met in the city, and by all I mean Flo, I, Farrah and Tj to have dinner :)
We had amazing sushi and then moved on to another spot, actually to a sports bar.
The night before we watched the Superbowl so today was the day we started commenting on how amazing the game was. We talked about relationships, economy, cultural differences and how America is such a diverse country, so simple and yet so sophisticated.
It was truly amazing spending time with all my friends. We took pictures, we ate great food, and we reminded each other the old good days :)
We had another amazing day :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 11

2009-02-01T12:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday we went shopping again :)
Enjoy!

Another night of paaarrrttteeeyyyy

2009-02-01T01:05:00.000-08:00

Just got in, it's 4 in the morning and I really wanna post some pics from today :)
Again we went for dinner first with Maury and the international model crew and after, we went to Mr. West, a really nice and small club but with a good Dj and a big model crowd.
As you might or might not know, I'm not a fan of commercial music, but from all the commercial music there was, the Dj only played exactly the songs I did like. Yuuuppiii I didn't have to sit there hating the songs lol
We had lots of fun, we ate, danced, took pics, socialized and in the end got so tired, like the old people we are, and went home lol. I'm gonna leave you with some pics and a nice song because this girlie needs to get to bed, we have a full day tomorrow :)
Enjoy!

B

Romanian Ed Westwick, Florin Grozea

2009-01-31T01:40:00.000-08:00

As you guys all know Ed Westwick or Chuck Bass if you prefer, is the man that we love to hate from Gossip Girl and he is also one of the most popular and most spoken about actor at the moment.
And as you guys already know I work in fashion, so since Florin came here we've been doing crazy shopping every day!!! Of course with me being the stylist I pick the most original things for him and guess what??? His new style makes him the Ed Westwick of Romania and that's because Ed's style is very similar to what I picked for Flo.
Not only he fits great in everything I pick for him but he also rocks it like the Rockstar in New York he is :) I love it that he's very open to new things and to adopt another style he was never even close to.
Florin indeed looks amazing in everything, I am very excited about this new look he's got. I'm sure he's going to be a trend- setter for Romania and that's because "Bianca said so!" so it makes me proud :)
You can see more pics of Florins new style in the previous posts, enjoy!

And to prove it here's one picture of Florin and one of Ed
Stay fly my geniuses :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 10

2009-01-29T19:55:00.000-08:00

Another day in the city :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 9

2009-01-29T18:47:00.000-08:00

Here are some pics and a video I made at MOMA yesterday :)
Click on the pics to see them bigger.
Enjoy my dear geniuses :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 8

2009-01-28T21:56:00.000-08:00

Another kul video with pics we took in GreenRoom and my house lol

Rockstar in New York VLOG 7

2009-01-27T23:40:00.002-08:00

We went shopping again this time with Gal and Monica :)

I feel so good helping them finding the right clothes, not only the ones that fit them perfectly but also the hottest things around, or even better the ones coming up :)
Gooooddd I love working in fashion, I'M AAALLLLIIIVVEEEE!!!!! :))
I'm silly I really need to get to bed...

Rockstar in New York VLOG 6

2009-01-27T23:40:00.001-08:00

We went shopping :)

Project Trade Show

2009-01-26T09:02:00.000-08:00

Project Trade Show New York just passed and I am anxiously waiting for Magic Premium Las Vegas which will start on Feb 17 :) I will also be attending Project Trade Show in Vegas on the 20th :) Yeeaayyy to meeee :)
To share with you guys I took some pictures from this last show, but I will definitely take more for the Vegas show, maybe some videos too.
This show was pretty quiet and that because of the slow paste the business has been going end of '08. Now all the stores are still having some extra inventory that they need to get rid of so in conclusion they're not buying as much as they were before.
The Vegas show is around the corner and I am pretty excited especially because this is a new show for us, we were always doing Project but this time we will do Premium. I don't think it's going to make a difference because both shows are owned by the same company so they will let the buyers know of the changes they are making.
Everyone is wondering how is it going to be, but since I'm friends with a lot of the guys in charge, I see how passionate and excited they are to make Premium fun and exciting like Project and I cant help but be happy we moved to Premium for Vegas.

Thanks to our friends from My Daily Thread we appear on their amazing gallery and famous fashion blog. I really recommend for you guys to go ahead and check them out because they will update you on the latest fashion trends :) Their team is amazing, and their passion for fashion is outstanding. They have great taste and they're very devoted in making you choose the right fashion, and always look good.
Stay tuned for more and keep smiling :)
Enjoy the pics :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 5

2009-01-26T08:14:00.001-08:00

Yesterday we went to the killers concert, man we had a blast. I really wanted to see them in concert and see whats their imagination when they put a show together. They are indeed very passionate about their music and I dont love nothing better than passion for what you do :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 4

2009-01-25T12:12:00.000-08:00

Flo took some videos from the ComedyCellar :)
It was pretty hilarious last night :)

Rockstar in New York VLOG 3

2009-01-24T15:48:00.000-08:00

Rockstar in New York VLOG 2

2009-01-23T16:26:00.001-08:00

Yesterday we walked around Times Square and made a video for the ones who we knew for sure are gonna go crazy when they see it LOL. We also went clubbin' at night, I took Flo to Goldbar (an amazing club in NYC) and then to Ten June which is again an amazing club lol but they play more commercial music and you can dance however u want.
Enjoy!

Rockstar in New York VLOG 1

2009-01-23T11:00:00.000-08:00

After a few months of not seeing each other Flo has come to The Big Apple :)
We already went to a bunch of places in New York because I want him to see and really live the american life style :)
Of course we're crackin up at everything and we're having lots of fun everywhere we go :)because I'm with An alien, with a little alien, with a rockstar in New York LOL
Yes we sing that a lot, along with "are we huuummaaannn, or are wee daanceerrss" LOL
We're silly!
K, gotta go but here is the video that Florin has on his blog too, enjoy!

Amazing Memories :)

2009-01-16T22:16:00.000-08:00

Recently I told someone that I met maybe half a year ago but who I completely adored almost instantly for his sincerity and amazing energy, about my childhood. Most of you might say "Oh yeah I remember mine, playing with my dolls or running around with friends looking for good spots to hide when we were playing hide and seek..." Well I can say those things too just that my childhood was a little more... special I would say.
What was crazy about was that I spent every day of my childhood at my Godfather's restaurant because my parents and him were working together so since they were there every day AND night, I was there too. It was a restaurant but at night it became a belly dance place or in the week-ends... it was striptease lol. This was the tricky part about my childhood lol.

I was there every day and night since the day I was born until I grew up and until one night when after closing the whole place burned down :( It was an amazing place, I can still remember it perfectly, it was huuuuge and very well organized. No one crossed the line because everyone who came there knew everyone else, everybody was friends with everybody. Even the dancers were there for years and everyone respected them. Of course only my parents were crazy enough to let me spent all the time I wanted there never mind if it was day or late night towards morning lol. Living in Europe made everything much easier; there was no law for underage people especially because it was family who owned the place. I was everyone's favorite first because I was one of the few children that would be there most of the time and second because I was very friendly and pretty cool for a child my age.
There was where I learned how to dance, belly dance and all the other dances one could imagine.

Today after a week I went to look through all my dvd's and found all my dvd's since I was a child. All my old memories came back, memories that I completely forgot about. I saw myself dance different styles when I was only 6 lol, I saw the video of my dad and I when I was 8 and we were dancing on a really special song that I'm planning to dance with him on at my wedding too.... So many things I did and forgot about and when I watched them today I was incredibly happy to see and remember everything all over again.
My first day of school, my family, acting with my uncle and having fun with friends on my early birthdays are just a few of the things that I saw today, I'm so happy to know I have so many good memories stored for me that I can always go back and check out :)

B

Today after a very long time, I cried :((

2009-01-15T09:49:00.000-08:00

I woke up today really wanting to go to the movies so I went online and checked the times. I really wanted to see Marley and Me since Christmas so I said today there's nothing that will stop me. No friends that are "too good" to go watch such a movie, no work nor busy days. I got up, got ready and went to see it.
I have to say that Marley and Me was the happiest yet saddest movie I've ever seen, or at least in a few good years. The friendship and love that one gives to a pet and the love that is given back has no comparison to anything on this planet. This made me remember the day I received my baby dog and how long I've been dreaming to get a pet before I finally did. That day I was so happy that its hard to compare it with anything, and then the day I had to leave him and move to NY was the saddest I could ever imagine. All these feelings came back and I remembered every tiny thing my bad Axi would do, from eating my stuffed animals to stealing stuff from the Christmas tree and running down the stairs in my apartment building at 6 am screaming, crying and barking to meet my father who would take him for his morning walk. I remembered his first teeth, his first b-day, every poop my unlucky dad had to step in every morning, or every pee session that took place in the middle of MY BED :)))) until we trained him to go out. But with all these things I loved and still love him with all my big heart. I'm probably one of the biggest dog (or animal in general) lover you will ever meet during your life time and I miss my Axi so much...
Marley and Me exposes the exact life one can have with a puppy next to them, the love and devotion you get by adopting or buying such a precious animal: the dog.
I didn't think that I was gonna do this, at least not at movies. I haven't cried at a movie in many years but today I just couldn't help it. Almost everyone watching it was crying, this story indeed was amazing. I'm not going to tell you guys how the story goes because you should go see it yourself. It's the best loving friendship you can imagine. Even if you already have a pet or you have no idea how it is to take care of one you are going to love this story.
There is no stronger love than what a dog can have for his owner. I am still very moved on it and I get tears in my eyes every time I recall the story. Now that doesn't usually happen to me which can prove this is worth seeing.
Go watch it and enjoy it, and if you never knew: Pet-love you can never compare... To anything!

B

Fool for love

2008-12-13T19:33:00.000-08:00

This week I did a play for my acting class. A love story. More like... an impossible love story between a brother and a sister written by Sam Shepard. Armaan and I played just one scene, and if you guys haven't seen it yet, I suggest you do, because its a shame to miss such a great story. Enjoy :)
Fool for Love

Happiness means just a few words....

2008-11-17T09:55:00.000-08:00

It's incredible how us people, in our nature, can be very down or with no hope, or feel like its way to much what we need to do for our careers to be successful, or out of our reach to make the companies we work for/own succeed more and more in such hard times... But there are just a few words that really brighten our day and really make us smile truly, make us hope for greater days to come, make us hope for happier lives... And those words come from the ones we really care for, the ones we really love.
That's why this post is dedicated to each and every person I care about and love. I know it will be so hard for me to get trough all the work I'm doing, and all the studying without the ones I care about next to me. For example today, after all the crazy work I've been doing, all the sleep I haven't been getting because of it, I only needed a few real and spoken-from-the-heart words to make me feel like all this is all worth it. It feels so good to know there is someone out there, no matter how far, who cares about you, your work and your well being. And this is why I want to thank you! Thank you for caring!
Thank you all so much! Thank you for being real and being you. You know that no matter what, if I chose to stick with you, I will always be there, never let you down. No matter how far you are, it doesn't matter that we haven't spoke in a while, like I told my dear Farrah, when someone's deep in my little but big heart they will always be there, and I will always think about them.

Thank you for being you again!

X-mass wish list :)

2008-11-12T09:57:00.001-08:00

This Christmas I wish for:
1. Health, happiness and prosperity for my family.
2. Looootsss of luck, success and love for my friends.
3. I wish I could see my much loved friends who are far away and I miss them so much :(...
4. I wish for my ex's to be happy and loved :) (Yes I am friends with my ex's and I care much for their happiness. I want them to find someone who can love them much and make them happy, they deserve it!)
5. I want to be able to see Sofi and Stef and open presents with them. I love you guys so much and miss u!!!!!
6. I wish for Julez to get home faster because I need her here :) And miss spending Christmas with her.
7. I wish for Diana to find the right boy for her because she'd smart beautiful and funny! Baby, you deserve so much, don't accept anything less than a great man who knows how to respect you and treat you well.
8. I want for Phill to find a gorgeous girl, and get a good idea for us two to start our band the crazy fun way :) Love you lil bro you mean so much for me!
9. I wish for Dana to become more and more successful! She deserves it!
10. I wish for my family back home to be happy and smile, their lucky to have each other.
11. I wish for my grandmas to stay healthy and strong and be around for my wedding and see their grandchildren :) (they probably need looots o time for that, they're very old but I want them around for much more!)
12. I wish I could see my cousin Sandra that I haven't seen in years... And her lil boy :) (nothing hurts more than not being able to see your family)
13. I wish for a big tree with wine, cakes, cookies and lots of my moms dishes :)
14. I wish for my other Diana to manage to do everything and come live here with me :) We'd have an incredible time together!
15. I wish for everyone to be healthy because its the most important thing in life, everything else can be done when your healthy!
16. For the one I don't talk about, I still care about you, a lot... I hope you're well and I hope Santa brings you everything you wish for...
17. And for me... I wish to spend Christmas with the ones I love, there is nothing more important for me, I don't want anything material just to see them and thank them for who they are! And maybe Santa can make my secret wish come true, and... I'll be fully happy!!! :)

XoXo
B

This Halloween...

2008-11-06T17:01:00.000-08:00

... I was the dead bride I promised I would be :)

The dress/costume came out gorgeous so my work and my moms work came out to be a great success :)
I won the best costume and I really felt like the one with the best costume there too :) My friends were all very cute and we all had an incredible time, it seems that with every Halloween that comes the parties are more and more incredible. We partied until 3 in the morning, I got home deeeaaaddd lol but I was so happy because finally after a while I had a really good time parting (thing that I don't do so often because of school and work)
Anyways the dress was perfect, my friends were adorable and in the party mood and the came came out to be so much fun! Can't wait for next year's Halloween, well not the fact that I will be a year older :( that's no fun lol, just to dress up again... Lets see what will my inspiration create :) Until then, take a look at the pics we took :)
Enjoy!
B

My wedding dress is almost ready :)

2008-10-29T19:50:00.001-07:00

I'm finishing up the last details of my wedding dress, and I am incredibly excited. The layers are perfectly designed, the fabric is at the right length the size fits perfect. It's like it was perfectly designed and made for me (well it was but you know how they say :D )
The white is perfect white, the look is the perfect look, the exact idea and concept I had was put into a gorgeous dress, that with every minute is more and more ready for me to excitedly slip into.
I'm counting the days until I get to put it on and they're just a few until then, a big smile sneaks in and steals my full-of-emotion body and soul :) The make up is decided, shoes are high enough, everything is waiting quietly until the right moment, just a few more days. I am extremely anxious and excited for the big day. Of course extremely happy because I found exactly what I wanted and dreamed for.
The veil is what I am mostly excited for, because its the veil that hides the real beauty of a woman, all her hopes and dreams are hidden behind it. The day is almost here and I am ready, I waited for it for a very long time, emotions, questions have been running trough my mind but I am readier than ready for it now :) My friends will be there and this makes me very excited but what gets me sad is the fact that two of the most important people of my life wont make it... I know that their hearts and minds are here though so thats what makes me feel happy and most, accomplished! I will post pictures for them and everyone to see :)
I know this post will be a surprise for most of you, but I had to share my happiness and excitement with everyone and had to describe my Halloween costume hahahaha. No, I'm not getting married yet, I haven't been asked yet lol. Soooo.... I will be a dead bride this year for Halloween. LOL

Hope you all have a great and fun Halloween :)
I'll post pictures with my perfect gorgeous-ugly dead bride dress :))

B

Cause when I'm with him...

2008-10-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

...I'm thinking of you... (Katy Perry)

And baby you don't see how much I care
You choose no to see nor care
But your face is the only one I adore
Your eyes are the only ones my palms miss
Your hands were the most powerful to explore me
The only ones that knew how to hold me
Caress me in the middle of the night
The only ones who knew how to stop a fight
With their lovely touch.

Your amorous looks are the ones I prefer
Your perfect lips that whisper colorful
Protecting love compared to his...
Wins by far all my fondness
Making you a priority was probably the purest
Most sickening judgment
And baby I can't help it
But to compare his love to yours

You're perfection in my eyes
With every touch I think of you
With every kiss I remember you
Your presence insists to stay
I wish you'd do the same...
I do regret how I let myself to know you truly
What do I do if you were the one
What do I do if I can't stop comparing…

=)

A gift

2008-09-28T14:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I became a Godmother for the first time. I waited for that moment for a while and yesterday it finally happened. I don't have words to explain how great the feeling is. I love Sofia more than anything and I feel incredibly happy to have such an important role in her life and future.
Looking for the Church was really easy. Well finding the Churches wasn't so easy but deciding on which Church to go to, was incredibly easy and fast. I had a list, called and spoke to a very nice and warmhearted Priest and I knew right away that he will be Sofia's Priest. Next step was going to see the Church and making the arrangements so that's what I did. I went there and met with the Priest who was so welcoming that I felt once again that there was no doubt, I did found the perfect Church and perfect Priest. I wanted the best for Sofia and I found it.
I had a week to get everything ready so I moved fast. I got everything done in a week. I went shopping for her clothing and I got her a gorgeous contemporary looking dress that made her look like a doll. The shoes weren't easy to find but in the end I found exactly what I wanted. I found her the perfect diamond earrings (they were the hardest to find because I wanted something very special for her and I looked everywhere until I found a cute pair of stars with diamonds, white and yellow gold.) that combined with her outfit made her look like a tinny porcelain doll.

We had the baptism scheduled for two o'clock and we got there on perfect time :) No one was late so I knew it was going to be a great day even though I felt so nervous the whole day until I got to the Church. I was scared that what if this, what if that... Just Godmother-to-be thoughts :) But I managed to stay cool and do everything as I was supposed to.

I bought everything that was needed, I organized everything, I even made a gorgeous candle because being in the States and trying to get a Christian- Orthodox Baptism done is pretty challenging :). You wont really find everything you need so I had to make the candle myself, but it came out beautiful, probably better that it would have if it was bought. Sofia was so quiet and rested, she was a very good girl, until she got hungry and then she cried for a bit but she stopped right away when I gave her her milk.
And then we heard her beautiful loud voice again when the Priest put her in the holly water, but that was it, the rest of the time she was a champ.

After she was baptized I dressed her in her new outfit in which she looked like a doll, absolutely lovely. The Priest gave her his last blessing, I thanked him for everything and we left. We then went on to celebrate until 2 a.m :) We were missing one important person though: Julez, who's in Argentina right now and I'm sure she wishes she could of been here. But we love you Julez and we did think about you and spoke about you :)

It was a great day and now I am the happiest on Earth. They left to PA today (that's where they live, you guys have seen pictures before) but I can't wait for them to be back. I loved Sofia since she was a tiny bump into Stef's belly, since we went to see Knocked up last summer not knowing that Stef was pregnant and were talking about "Imagine if...", since Stef and I went out to eat and she asked me: "Can you please taste this (Pepsi) and tell me if it tastes like metal?" and I said: "No, it doesn't" after which she gave me that look that she gives me when she had just realized something and she needs to tell me some sort of secret but we're in public so she mumbled: "God, I'm pregnant!!!" And I was so excited that I almost jumped out my seat to hug her and congratulate her. :)
The very first time I saw Sofia, she was so tiny that the skin on her fingers was still transparent and you could see her tiny bones, and now she's so tall and she will start walking soon. It seems like it was yesterday I first saw her, and today she's big already. She's a gorgeous and very funny baby and I am extremely happy to be her Godmother.

I wish all the luck in the world for her, a prosperous life, lots of love, health and happiness :)

Here are some pictures. Enjoy!

No matter what, there is hope

2008-09-21T18:57:00.000-07:00

I went to see "My best friend's girl" tonight, actually I just got home and came straight to the pc...
I laughed, ate pretzel bites and ice cream and I enjoyed one of the best romantic comedies I've ever seen in my life. The scenes fit perfectly, they combined perfectly with the humor and romance into making a really funny and cute love story.

I had fun even though I didn't go on a date. And yes maybe this movie did point out to me the sad fact: I haven't been on a movie date in over a year and that's not because I didn't want to go, just because my past relationship wasn't such a nice one I should say, and probably going to see a movie was not a good idea for me to ask for or for him to take me... But I shouldn't be talking about that right now when I have to brag how great of a movie I've seen tonight :)

Dane Cook doesn't stop to amaze and super amuse me with his humor. Even his ways to be an asshole in the movie were incredibly funny and adorable actually :) Plus there's nothing funnier than seeing a guy who's the biggest jerk humanity has seen, try to get a girl to understand he loves her deeply.
Kate Hudson was beautiful as always and played her part very well. She managed to make the story flow so well that you actually felt like you were being a watcher of the action live as it happened in real life.
The dialog, the way to present everything so real and make the story so captivating and also use the perfect language only happens in the Dane Cook movies, I love 'em.
I do recommend this to everyone: go see it, you'll have a goooodddd laugh and you'll really enjoy this movie, it's a piece of life performed by two great characters. Oh and if you can go see it with your bf/gf if you have one, it will be lots of fun (I think :) ) to me it also pointed out my... loneliness lol

One day I'll be with someone who will be the best that's ever gonna get for me and I will be the best that's ever gonna get for him :) (sound's familiar? maybe not yet but after you'll see the movie for sure) Enjoy!

Don't tell me...

2008-09-20T17:17:00.000-07:00

... that I can't be good at what I do because of my age, I've been good already at what I do for years now!
... that I can't be serious when I say that I'm not a party animal, I don't find getting trashed in clubs something that will help me mature!
... that I should go have fun the way you think fun means, I'm very selective and fun means something totally different to me than to you!
... that I need to go crazy because I'm still young, I'm not you, I am happy with a dinner next to the one I care about!
... that I shouldn't take responsibilities yet, I've been taking them a long time now!
... that I should wait until I decide what I want to do in life, I know already!
... that I'm going to regret for not living my life to the maximum, again, I live my life the way I feel I'm satisfied, maximum to me means spontaneous trips with friends, getaways with the one I care for, making the ones around me happy, cook for the ones I love and surprise them. Yes I do go to parties and clubs and I know how to have fun, I dance till my feet get numb but I'm sure this is not your version of maximum...
... that I should take your advice for when to have children, AGAIN I'm not you, I know what it means to take care of a child and guide his life on the right path (you'll be surprised). I will do it when I feel it's the right moment because there is no greater blessing than seeing a tiny pumpkin grow and know it's all your love and caring that made him/her who he/she is when he/she becomes a man/woman.

So again, I don't need your advice if you know nothing about me so don't try to change me, I'm very well grounded and I know very well what my needs are. I know how to fulfill my desires very well and I'm extremely happy with the things I do and the decisions I make. Get to know me first... And yes I might make mistakes we all do but I know how to accept my mistakes and also resolve them too, it's part of our life journey.

Bad luck and getting old...

2008-09-19T20:12:00.000-07:00

I've been pretty busy with college and work and well... tryin' to stay alive lol for the past two weeks because everything gathered up so quickly, I found myself loaded with work but thank God I'm used to those situations so I came out of it in good shape :)
Well I still have lots of work coming up, but its not all together with school and all that...

I've been having some bad luck lately too but ohh well, I'm not letting myself down and I doing a great job in turning all the bad luck into positive things :) Like I always say: "Live happily because it's the key to a successful life" that's what I've been doing.
Lets start with the beginning: first, my Monday started in a bad track because I thought I was going to be incredibly late for my acting class but guess what? The professor wasn't there! And yes, he did send an email to everyone letting them know he wasn't gonna make it but I ("smart") almost never check my school email so of course I didn't know. So it was me and some other really "smart" students in front of the class. But no, we weren't chatting or hanging out because oh well we were so retarded not to check our emails, we were trying to wake up one of my classmates who had passed out and was barely hanging with us until the ambulance came.
That was one of the first bad things to happen...

Then my identity gets stolen somehow, even though I had everything under my possession,so I said: "Effin great". I finally got that resolved after a phone call that someone was using my info, and a loottt of investigation but now I have to be very careful and all that bs that I really didn't need right now...

And I realized that for my age I got reaaallyyy old and it's not funny. After spending the whole day with Stefana and Sofia at my house I went over to Stefana's tonight for some pizza and some chatting (like we didn't do enough lol but you know girls) and around 10:30 pm ON A FRIDAY I decide that I should go home because if not, I would fall a sleep on Stef's couch (by the way Stef if you're reading this: FYC :)))) ).
The sad part is that Stef is the same and of course we started laughing about the fact that we would crash right then and there and how oldies we've became lol. But honestly yeah. I would prefer to stay in and watch a movie while I stuff my face :) (and then probably crash early but that just a secret).

Anyways this week for me seemed like a movie I hope next one will be better :)
And I'm still laughing at the fact that when bad luck hits me, well it hits me all the way man LOL aaaannd that I'm expired already lol. Don't get me wrong I have a lot of energy but sometimes I just prefer to go to sleep lol

Song for him 3

2008-09-12T17:21:00.000-07:00

Its all about music in my life now, parties, friends, music, singing, party, music, friends looottss of love from everywhere :) What more can I ask for?
My very best friend Stefana found this song and now we're both representing it, it's just so sincere and touching you will definitely love it too.
When you love someone, doesn't matter whom, you just want to express it in any way you can, and when that love is real, words are not enough. So this is where music comes in to make our lives a piece of heaven :)

P.S: I love you guys. Thank you for being in my life (this goes to all my close ones)

Song for him 2

2008-09-10T17:46:00.000-07:00

This is the continuation of "Song for him" from a few posts ago :)

Holograf doesn't fail to make my skin get goosebumps every time a new song comes out. This song it's called "So beautiful" and I am really sorry for the ones of you who don't understand Romanian because you are missing out on some really good stuff... Their singing history is remarcable and they are indeed one of the few long lasting bands that define Romania, its passion and beauty.
Words are too much in this case so here you go a lil translation for my americans :)

"With everyday without you I ask myself how come I couldn't tell you...
That...
You're so beautiful and if you'd love me,
I would touch the moon and time would stop
You're so beautiful and we would love each other
A lifetime in a day

Years of search and lucky moments,
Days of cold storms and nights of fire
I mistaken then and I can't forget
Your memory..."

Thought

2008-09-06T15:42:00.000-07:00

I wake up, and I feel happy, I feel happy for what and who I am and I think about the ones who helped me grow, helped me make the right decisions and helped me make the wrong ones. And I do thank everyone because without their help I would be nothing... I grew making few mistakes but learning from them and I grew feeling the success that came with my right choices... but sometimes I feel empty... I feel like no matter how happy I get I'm still not complete... Fully complete.

And then I look out and see that I like who I am and I enjoy it but still hope to feel fully happy one day. I know how it feels and I have a lot to give, respect and lots of love...
I want to wake up and hug someone who makes me smile, I want to be with the one who puts a smile on my face just by looking at him. I want to give him the purest love he could ever get and make him happy
I want to lay with him on the beach and adore him in the sunset.
I want to have the candle light dinner
I want to be able to do things the way I feel, with no mind or judgment to it, nor thoughts of "what if..."
I want to feel the same soul lying next to me in bed at night when the only thing I want after a working day is to see that there is someone who relaxes me, someone real...

... and when that day comes I'll give him my all, my everything :)

Purity....

2008-09-05T19:43:00.000-07:00

I've been changed, changed by someone whose purity would move mountains and who is for sure the only person that my life intersected and that it wont forget until the end. I realized I've been changed, changed into someone better, nicer, much carrying than before. I've been given that answer I've been seeking for years and I thank that person.

Looks are the least that counts, what's really beautiful is that you wake up in the morning and realize that you care for the one next to you for who and what they are, not because they're so beautiful on the outside. Who cares about looks when you get sensibility and purity, and how can you be indifferent to that? How can you not want to go to the end of the world when you are given all that?
That's what makes us better, and I know its hard to find that someone who doesn't necessarily need to be or become our partner but who has the strength to make us change, to makes us want and be better to others no matter what we get in return.
It feels incredible to know that there are people like that out there in the world who go on and pass that purity and sincerity to you... I just want to say thank you! Thank you for making me believe in this again, thank you for making me realize that nothing else matters when you're surrounded by sensibility and unconditional carrying.

This is why I want to remind to all my close ones not to forget what we were before life started imposing its rules and feelings on us and to love unconditionally because it's the purest thing we've been given. Don't be scared to love, before you know it it might be gone... And care for the ones next to you, its the only way we can be better, if we truly show our loved ones how much we care.

Thank you again, you made me regain what I lost years ago...

Kill me

2008-09-03T16:21:00.000-07:00

I've been absent for such a long time, a month without a day and that's because I've been traveling the world and I haven't actually had a single free second. I've had the time of my life, with happiness, tears, emotions all over the place, in two words: fuckin' awesome!!!
Words are two much so here you go some pictures of my girls and I in Romania, my other girls and I in Vegas, Steve Aoki djing in Jet-Vegas, and trade show pictures. Enjoy :)

Julia, Diana and I in Twice :)

Diana and I in Fratelli Bucharest

Love is in the air in Costinesti

About to see Steve Aoki

Steve Aoki- The man!!!!

Project :)

Our booth :)

With Gal in Romania, with Gal in Vegas :) Niiice, we're jetsetters :)

Back Home :)

2008-08-04T04:12:00.000-07:00

I've been absent for a while now, and I apologize. Its just that my life has been so hectic since my last post it's not even funny.
I've had a trade show right before my departure and after that I had to go to the office and work on our spring collection, that's why I packed my stuff 3 days before we left :)

The trip back home was long and I felt so tired when we got here, it took me almost a week to get back in shape and adjust my timing, lol I don't like jet lags uuughhh
I came straight to Resita, and everyone was really excited to see me, I surprised them. My parents came too so we've been busy visiting family and friends. But my real vacation starts soon because I'm going to Bucharest where I'm gonna take care of some business, see my beloved friends, and go to the Black Sea, that's where all the fun is :-)

Otherwise I'm very disappointed with their system here, no one does their jobs and they talk to you like they're the ones who pay not you. I already argued with some people because I think its normal that when I pay for something I get it! Honestly I'm extremely happy I moved and I thank God everyday for that :)

Now I'm in Bucharest with my friends and we'r enjoy ourselves to the maximum, God this is one of the best vacation I've ever had.

I'll keep ya guys updated on stuff :)

I've been tagged...

2008-07-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

... by Benny
These are the instructions :-)
"List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they’re not any good, but they must be songs you’re really enjoying now, shaping your summer. Post these instructions in your blog along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they’re listening to…"

And, this is what I came up with :-)

As you can hear they're all love songs ;-) Because summer means L-O-V-E :-)

And I'm tagging: Julia Carabas , Jamilla , Phill Xander , OLiXbOLiX , Nicole Sturzu , Florin Grozea , K.ro

Chicago :-)

2008-07-12T12:21:00.000-07:00

So after leaving LA, I flew to Chicago for the Miss Romania United States contest.
I participated in the contest last year, and I got to First Runner Up (Ill put a picture at the end of the post, from last year) and after that I started to be the PR for New York for Miss Romania United States :-), lucky me!

As soon as I got to Chicago, Ruxi and Lory picked me up from the airport and we went straight to the spot where the first part of the contest was held. Thank God I wore a dress for the flight (that's because I can only wear dresses until my tat heals, I can't have anything rub on it) I slipped my heels on to look sexy ;-) and off I was.
We got the room ready and pretty to welcome the guests that came to see the girls and the singers of that night.

We had folk romanian music (and amazingly everyone that leaves Romania to go live on other countries love folk music even if they hated it before, it's just a thing represented by your country that make you love it so much and dance on it, sing it, represent it!) and we had the girls wear our national costumes from different regions, it was so nice. We went out right after that with our friends :-)

The second day we took the girls to practice their walk at the place where the BIG NIGHT was going to be held :-) I showed them the routine, the proper walk, moves, smile, everything... We did that a few times and after that we went to the hair salon to get the girls their makeup and hair done because they had a photo shoot planned in a club that night.

Ruxi and I were having so much fun along with the girls, everything went great.
Also every night after finishing with the girls, we went clubbing with our friends :-) which meant NO SLEEP!!!! Well... we got 1h of sleep per night, but we didn't care, we only wanted to have fun.
Everyday at work we looked fresh and rested, no one realized we were partying the whole night :-)) Success!

Sunday night for the contest I wore a beautiful dress designed by ... ME :-) that my mother made =) (let me know if you like it), Ruxi wore a pretty gray dress that she bought the same day earlier, and the girls were all ready with they talent parts, we were almost to start the contest, the girls were getting their hair and makeup done when I repeated everything back to the girls: the walk, how long they have to stay on stage, smile, camera, everything!
The contest was ready to start, we all found our seats and admired, applauded and after the contest guess what? We went out again!!! hahaha, We had a blast!!!!
Then on Monday I left to NY and here I had another week of fun after which I started going back to my working schedule :-) It's all good!
I'm gonna leave you with some pictures now :-)

Ruxi and I, summer of 2007, when I participated at the Miss contest :-) oh, and my trophy

Ruxi and I, after they picked me up from the airport, at the spot where the folk concerts where going on and the girls wore the national costumes :-)

Right after that we went clubbin' =))

Next morning in the hot tub

Second night partying again :-)

7:30 am, Ruxi in a shopping cart, after partying, after eating and finally going home to shower and go meet the girls and get them ready for the contest :-))

With Ioana and Ruxi the contest night, and my dress :-)

With part of the jury and the winner, Miss Romania United States

Going to another party after the contest :-))

Vacation pictures and updates =)

2008-07-10T05:26:00.001-07:00

So here I am.... Lazy after all these days I got back from LA and Chicago.
I guess I had to recover from all the partying and work I did :-)
I haven't had a time like this in a looooong time, probably since I was back home for vacation...

First, I started with LA where I saw almost all my friends and I got inked. Yeeeaaayy I'm so proud and I love it! I went to LA by myself but some friends were already there waiting for so we went out partying with our other friends that live in LA and work in the same field we do: fashion, and when fashion people meet you can call it a blast :-)

One of the days when my NY friends left I decided to go to the beach alone. Rented a car and off I was to Santa Monica to catch some sun. It seemed a little cold at the beach so I was there for a few hours and didn't realize that when the wind is a little strong you dont feel the sun and you get..... yes, a sunburn :-((
"Ooohh God" I said after I left the beach and started feeling it... So off I went to Broadway in Santa Monica to do some shopping and I stopped by a pharmacy where I bought two bottles of aloe vera and a spray for when I'm out. And let me mention that the whole line at the register felt bad for me and wished me "fast recovery" lol, I felt like an idiot for not thinking that I will get a sunburn for not using the lotion I carried all the way from NY...

Shocked when I realized that I might have a problem when I get my tattoo because of the sunburn, I used a whole bottle and the spray during a day and a half :-)
Sunburned on Tuesday, getting a tattoo on Thursday :-)

Thursday came and I was almost having a panic attack, first because I had the worst sunburn ever and second because I never got a tat before and was scared that i will pass out on the bed and I'll make a fool of myself and get sent home :-S I was just praying that either the sunburn will stop hurting until tonight or the tattoo wont hurt.
Went out, ate at my favorite place in LA called Saddle Ranch where my very good friend Rob works and went home to take a shower and head out to the tattoo shop.

Amazingly my sunburn didn't hurt as much and I actually felt ok, stopped by a pharmacy to buy some chocolate in case I will feel like passing out :-) some Gatorade, and off I was.

Stepping in the tat shop all my fears were gone and I felt so ok, like this tattoo would be the million tat that I get, Mark and the crew there were all so nice, I felt like knowing them for my whole life.
Mark drew my tattoo and I was so happy with it I couldn't wait to get it done, so he invited me to sit on the bed so we can start and let me tell you it was the most amazing experience I've had in my life!!!!!!!
It did not hurt at all, it actually felt great, like a therapy, like.... I can't find words to explain how much I liked it!
We talked about all sorts of things, from the story of my first love and how beautiful it was to what my plans are for the future of my career. Mark is such a cool person, that's why I define him as "the coolest person I've met in my life".
I plan to get more tattoos in the future but there will all be with Mark Mahoney because he's the best artist of this World :-)

Right after my tattoo I went out with some friends because it was my last night in LA... I didnt sleep a minute the whole night, went to the hotel around 2 am packet my bags and went to the airport, dropped off the car, got in the plane and off to Chicago...

Check out the pics from LA :-)

Shutter Shades

One of the Shutter Shades Geniuses

With the crew

With the other crew- it just happened that Sharifa and I wore the same dresses, we did not plan that :-))

In the middle of getting my sunburn :-(

Getting inked

With my baby Vanessa :-)

Updates from Lalaland :-)

2008-06-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

It's my second day in LA and I thank God he gave enough intelligence to the person who invented the BlackBerry, and I also feel stupid for not have buying it a long time ago :-)

I did not bring my laptop because I said I won't do work on it, so the phone is at great help when I need to forward emails to my boss or respond to emails or get an address or phone # from a place or hotel or car service or God knows what else :-))

I've been having an amazing time here first because my friends from NY were here too and second because I got to see my friends that live here and I haven't seen in a year...
Hollywood is just so gorgeous that it makes me wanna stay here for ever and never go back to NY. I've been meeting a lot of people that are in the fashion world so between meetings and relaxing I am having the time of my life :-)

It is around 9 p.m and I just got to my second hotel in Hollywood and I'm about to leave and go party. I've been staying in Woodland Hills untill today and today I moved to Hollywood.

I'll post some pictures when I get back, but untill then you guys have fun in any way you can :-)

Paris, and my first kiss :-)

2008-06-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

Because I've read my friends Nicole's blog today where she was talking so nice about Paris, I decided to write about the time I had my special moment in France :-)

It was back in 2001 when I went to France with my school for a change of experience program, I was 14, already old (for what I am about to tell you) would say a bunch of girls that might read this... But this is me, I'm always behind with things :-))

The first day of school in France was a bit awkward, first because we didn't know anyone there and second because all the guys had gathered around us and they were looking like they have never seen girls before... Well I can understand there were no prettier girls than us but come one, you gotta let the girls breath... :-)
We already felt shy, and more when they surrounded us, and believe me, really surrounded us and stared at us whispering comments in each others ears like we were another species from another planet... :-))

But after a lil while they started talking to us and we made friends right away. And this is where the real story begins...
There was this boy Sylvain who was reaaallly cute and he couldn't stop looking at me so I looked back :-)
I really don't remember how we went out for the first time, who was the one asking, how, where, that part kinda disappeared out of my mind, but I remember our and my first kiss :-)

We went to a gym to watch a basketball game the french girls were playing, and there, in the middle of the game it happened. My stomach felt full of butterflies and I felt the emotion raising but I managed to stay cool and act normal lol, but inside me I wanted to jump around because I had my first french kiss in France with a beautiful french boy :-)

Days have passed and everything was nice, we were happy together, but my departure was closer and closer :-(
One day our professors took us to Paris to visit. We got to the Eiffel Tower and we went all the way up, it was so nice, it felt elevating to see all the cars so small and all the buildings like they were tiny bugs at our feet...

Then we went to visit around the tower, we ate and my girls and I went to take a walk in a very nice and clean park with benches and trees next to the tower. As I walked next to the line of trees I saw that a lot of people wrote their names on the trees so at least a little part of them will stay in France and I did no less, I took a pen and started carving a heart with my name and Sylvain's name inside it :-)
I bet it is still there, and next time I'll go I promise to take a picture and post it here :-)
Even if I was already 14 I was still a child, I remember that I was so innocent and sincere, it feels great to look back in my life and know I don't regret one second having done the things I did, when I did them no matter if they were sooner or later, well most of them in my case were later lol, but I'm happy with myself and my decisions.

The day of my departure came, I said bye to him, we were both sad, but amazingly I knew that was it and I didn't make a big deal out of it. I knew I will come back home carrying a huge luggage full of memories in my heart and I'll be happy! I remember I had some tears in my eyes for him and my girlfriends I made there, but I knew I'll see them soon.
I saw the girls after that, they came to visit me in Romania, and brought news about Sylvain that made me happy because who can say they had their first french kiss in France with the most beautiful french boy if they don't live there?
I know I can :-)

Summer feeling :-)

2008-06-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

Coming back to the love chapter, I have a strong feeling that...

This summer I'll fall in love :-)

Train shock...

2008-06-13T19:08:00.000-07:00

Coming back from work today in the train, listening to my beloved Amy Winehouse I looked around me and I was about to have a hearth attack right there on the spot!

There was this guy who resembled too much to the... a past...love of my life, that I almost thought it was him... But the bad part is he was gay :-(

Don't get me wrong I don't have anything against gay people, I actually have a lot of incredible friends that are gay and I love them much. The bad part was I couldn't stare at him... :-) in the way I used to stare at my past love...

Of course there was no possible way that could have been him first because my love is not gay, and second because he wouldn't be here, in the L train... :-(

He's somewhere else where there's beautiful people, fun things to do and nicer places to go to... Lucky him (just that he doesnt apreciate it...)

By the way if anyone is wondering, no we're not together... This is life... And I'm not depressed either if you're wondering that too... I'm actually very happy :-) Its weird but that's it for today...
You just read a little piece of me :-)

Oohhh also todays song would be "Vama Veche- Vara astaim sa ma-ndragostesc (This summer Ill fall in love)" :-)

Los Angeles and my tattoo...

2008-06-12T12:28:00.001-07:00

This upcoming Monday, I'm leaving to LA and I'm sooooo excited!!!!!
The reason of my excitement is that.... I'm getting a tattoo while I'm there!!!!!! The tattoo I always wanted, finally, with the best artist on earth, Mark Mahoney.

I know some people might ask how did I decided to get a tattoo or what made me... Well... the truth is I always wanted one, and I'm so obsessed with music so my first tattoo will be a musical theme :-)

I'll post pictures after I get it so everyone can see. I didn't get it until now because I was looking for a reaaaaalllllyyy good artist and I finally found him. I'll have the tattoo on me for the rest of my life so I wanted to do it with the best of the best, and that person is Mark. His work is incredible, one of my friends got his mother on one arm and believe me, every time I look at it, I feel like I'm looking at his mother in person. Every fine line a person has on their face Mark puts it in the tattoo. Seriously I wouldn't trust anyone else with a portrait!

Hopefully everything will go great, without me passing out on the floor in the middle of my tattoo. lol!
I'll let you know how it went, keep your fingers crossed for me :-D and go visit the website: www.shamrocksocialclub.com

I miss...

2008-06-03T09:47:00.000-07:00

... Stefana, my precious friend and her daughter Sofia
... Julia who's in Romania right now and she's probably having a blast there (without me). Sadddd...
... having a real conversation with someone who's smart and who knows a lot of interesting things. Someone who could teach me some of his/her knoledge ( I have a really good friend Mihai but he lives in Romania :-( )
... eating my grandmas black cherry jam, and "exploring" her garden for delicious fruits :-) yuuumyyy
... the days when I woke up and my parents were already ready to leave somewhere around the country on a roud trip so I used to rush and get ready fast so we can leave quick (I loved the family trips we used to take)
... the lake water that I used to swimm in everyday during the summer)
... the sunny days when you wake up next to someone you love
... cip cip, the romanian extra-small candies that were of different colors and they used to make 'em during the communist period.
... Kinder eggs that I used to get every Easter, oohhh I looveed those ones :-)
... my others grandma really good corn :-) She used to make it for us all the time. We were always playing outside so she used to come to the window and scream at the top of her lungs so we could hear her and run inside to get the corn. Then we brought it outside for all the other kids from the block. It was the only thing that stoped us from playing for a few minutes until we were done eating, and then again we were runing and screaming and laughing... Good memories :-)
... the Black Sea, its smell, its waves, the song that it made nonstop. I used to think when I was a child and I still do, that the Sea is the only one who doesnt get tired of singing 24/7...
... stealing grapes from the 5th entrance of my apartament builing :-) In Romania people grow 'em outside their entrance :-) So we always used to sneak and steal :-))
... my childhood, I had a great childhood and I'll miss it forever :-)

My life in Winamp :-)

2008-06-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry Benny I'm a little late on this but here it goes!
I'm going to list here a few songs that have been part of my life and that mean something very important to me. It's going to be pretty hard because my list will never end if I really think about how important music is in my life.
So I'm going to list for you guys just a few songs that made me happy, reminded me of something/someone, made me fall in love, made me fall out of love :-)), made me think of home, friendship, and the list could go on and on :-)
So this is a part of it and then there will be a few videos of songs that I couldn't find on www.e-ok.ro.
This is me 100%!

Sex And The City- The Movie, possible real life???

2008-05-31T13:50:00.000-07:00

There’s no chance that you’ll find a single gal who lives in New York City that has not used the line: “Oh God!!!! My life is such like Sex and The city!!!” at least once in their life time.

But let me tell you the real story of a single gal who lives in New York City and whose daily life is the “Sex and The City”…
See, I’ve been knowing this girl for a long time, more than anyone has ever and will know her, and she’s really the person who can use the famous line: “Oh God!!!! My life is such like Sex and The city!!!” everyday.

Her and her girlfriends have had the movie life for a while now, but what’s so funny is that from a joke made once over lunch by one of them about who would they'd be in the series, their lives actually continued to be like the girls lives in the series… The break-ups, the love, the fashion, the parties, the shop addiction, then the baby, the heartbroken days, the commitment issues, Carries love story with Big, everything has come together in real life…

As we all know the series ended a long time ago, and there was time for a movie… And here it is, that day is here, Sex and The City- the movie is in theaters now!
Yesterday night in the city as I passed by a movie theater and the line was a block and a half long so I was thinking: “Well Bianca your turn is tomorrow morning :-).” And it has been!
Today I woke up early, did everything I had to do, and off to the movies I was.

Anxiously at 1:05p.m I was sitting in the last middle raw of the room with my popcorn and pretzel bites :-). After a few commercials for the upcoming movies there it was the BIG Sex and The City movie. I seriously paid attention to every detail and every scene during the entire movie and I can say that this has been probably the most surprising movie I’ve seen this year (and this considering that I am a movie-oholic lol) and I do recommend this to everyone of you, but at the same time I’m sure- this movie does not need recommendation!
And as I was watching this movie I remembered the single gal who lived in New York and that I knew so well. Her life has been like Carries for almost two years now and I know how much she wonders what’s going to happen next. And I wish her life and her girlfriends lives will end up like the movie or better, because they deserve to be loved and happy and to finally say one day: “Damn our lives WERE like Sex and The City! How funny is that?”

Her identity I can’t tell because she will probably kill me lol but what I could, is tell you her story. So, Sex and The City-the movie, possible real life??? I wish that for her and her girlfriends!

So 'single' gal, I wrote about you and I’m happy I did! Tell that girlfriend of yours you have someone who will stay with the baby, and go see the movie! ;-)

Shutter Shades 2.0 Edition

2008-05-27T08:40:00.001-07:00

The famous Shutter Shades crew comes back with a new version of hotness: The Shutter Shades 2.0 Edition!!!!

And they’re now available worldwide!!!!! You gotta have ‘em.

Words aren’t enough to characterize the madness these shade will create in the whole US, so people across the world don’t fall behind!!!
Get ‘em now from here: http://www.shuttershadesonline.com/main/buy/

2008-05-24T21:46:00.000-07:00

Well, by now you all should know that I am totally in love with Kanye West! :-)

I went to a concert of his and we made eye contact!!!! :-O Can you believe it, he saw me in the crowd singing along with him. Lol, I'm so silly... But you can read everything about it here:
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=128516773&blogID=326369937

I seem like such a psycho man, lol. I just adore his music, and I think he's a great artist! So I love him like an artist. Like I love Hi-Q (my awesome band from Romania), Yelle (the French singer) and others that I find awesomistik ;-)

So I read today on the Shutter Shades blog that Kanye has a new video version of "Flashing Lights". I don't know which one I prefer... I think the second one...
Here it is. Which one do you like better?

Song for him

2008-05-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

There are days when I feel this; there are days when I wonder if I do… But today I feel it, that’s why I share this song with you.

It‘s a song by Holograf and its called “Your Eyes”… This is an incredible piece of music that gives you happiness, excitement, energy; all the good feelings that rush through your body at the same moment and you feel elevated. It is strange how you just need a song to remind you of some things.

Holograf is a Romanian band that exceeds talent, it exceeds inspiration, it exceeds any quality a band could have… and it is strange how just a few talented individuals that put their work together can speak the feelings that I’m sure each one of us experience!

It is a shame that the ones of you who speak English can’t understand the words (but still, listen to it), because they sure are special. And today, I feel special :-)

The old and dirty New York!

2008-05-21T14:09:00.000-07:00

If you live in New York the easiest and fastest way to get around is the train.
Millions and millions of people pass through a subway daily and a lot of them don’t care about how clean their city is, they just throw any garbage they have on the train tracks, that’s why our city is soon gonna be ruled by rats. Yeah you heard right, by rats!

Almost everyday when I wait for the L train to arrive, I listen to my music and stare at the tracks, I have to see at least two rats running on the tracks looking for food, and when they finally find something they start fighting for it. So they take their time eating until the train gets there and then they run and hide in a one inch diameter hole, and they’re saved! First I don’t get how they fit in there and second how they never get killed.

You would think how can they survive living by the subways tracks, but don’t you worry there’s enough people from those millions that take the train everyday who will throw food or bags of chips or anything they don’t need anymore and they are too lazy to carry to a garbage can.

But hold on, the rats got too tired, or too MANY, to fit in the subway so they moved outside in Union Square! Right in the park! So if I don’t ‘encounter’ them in the subways I can be relaxed cause I’m definitely gonna see them while I sit on a bench in Union Square. We’re soon gonna get invaded by them!!!

Whoever thinks New York is the most famous city in the world, they’re right! We’re famous for our buildings, museums and we'll soon be famous for being the city that got eaten by rats! What I don’t understand is: What the hell is the Sanitation Department do?!!?? Ohhh I forgot, they’re way too lazy to care or bother to do anything to clean the city. Or maybe they're too busy eating at Dunkin Donuts or some pizzeria on their work hours! That’s why the old beautiful New York is turning into a pile of garbage.
And I'm really sorry but we’re loosing the city!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You can see it for yourself in the picture below:

Sometimes I wonder why my friend Don and I always talk about rats... Well this is why, it is an important subject and someone should do something about it! I mean why do we pay all these taxes? So they can be spent on the war? What about America? What about New York???

Intermezzo

2008-05-09T14:26:00.000-07:00

It feels like a century since I wrote anything in here… Well… we can say it almost is a century ;-)
I’ve been incredibly busy with work and having fun! Yeaaayyy I can’t believe that this day has come, when I say I’ve been busy having fun! Well, I have been extremely busy having fun :-)

First my friend Ruxi came from Chicago to sing at the Romanian Day in New York, and we went out every night!!! We slept like… 7 hours in 3 days. Haha! That was crazy!!! By the end of the week-end we were shot!
Then another round of non sleep came because I had to go to a trade show called Intermezzo that lasted 3 days and it was right after our partying madness. So I was there everyday from like 8:30 am to 6-7 pm.

I love trade shows, it’s so much fashion around you, so many new lines, and upcoming collections. It’s just awesome to see all those new colors, new fabrics, new cuts… I’m just soooo into these trade shows it’s like I’m in love with them. Well… I am! With fashion! :-)

Intermezzo is a trade show that my company does a few times a year, where we go and meet with accounts that buy our clothing. We had a good show; LTB Jeans is getting huge here. We’re in magazines every week and people love it!!!
This show in particular was huge, so many companies were there, and it’s just pure pleasure for me to stare at every piece of clothing.

So I’ve had 6 days of work and fun that were sooo fun :-D
I even took pics, with Ruxi and with a cute puddle that was at the show. Enjoy!

My vital favorites! :-)

2008-05-01T11:09:00.000-07:00

Here I am today, realizing that my life would be totally different if I wouldn't have some of the things that are daily important for me. Some of them make me stay focused, or some make me look good. Some make me smile, some bring memories, and I can't live without them. Well, we all know its a form of saying it, but they are really important for me. So, lets start :-)

1. Naked Juice

2.Reebok Freestyles :-)

3. LTB By LittleBig Jeans

4. My Cocaine Blows T-shirt

5. Shutter Shades

All these make my life a little different in different ways...

Naked Juice makes me stay focused, and it tastes greeaaatttt! 100 % natural, what more can you ask for?

Reebok Freestyles... I think u now by now that I'm obsessed with them :-)

LTB By LittleBig Jeans. I work with them, they make the best denim ever, they're comfy, great styles, and I am totally committed to them. I don't even know anymore how many pairs of jeans I have and it's not because I work for them but my closet can prove that I'm in love with LTB because I have sportswear too, and 90% of my clothing is from them.

Cocaine Blows T-shirt: my favorite T-shirt for life!!!!! I think, no, I KNOW this is the coolest T-shirt ever! And I thank Local Celebrity for designing it! I loved this T-shirt for the first time I saw it on Don, my friend. I anxiously waited for the moment they came up with the women version and when he gave it to me I was the happiest ever!!!

Shutter Shades: come on, u can not stay away from them, even Kanye West has 'em. These boys that make 'em and that are my friends, are the smartest boys for doing this because these shades are pure madness!!!!! I am crazy over them and I'll be for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever!!!!

These are the favorites of today, I have more, and I'll show 'em to u soon ;-)

Pennsylvania!

2008-04-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

Desi m-am intors de vineri dupa-masa am fost foarte ocupata cu Pastele, si cu munca (eu n-am primit liber de Paste) :-(, dar e ok, m-am simtit bine la munca, am niste colegi exceptionali! Doar ca abia acum am avut timp sa scriu...

Ajunsesem in PA seara, Sam (sotul Stefanei) a venit sa ma ia de unde m-a lasat tour busul. Imi place sa iau busul cateodata, ma linisteste total. Odata m-am dus chiar si pana-n Chicago cu busul si nici nu pot sa explic ce mult m-am relaxat. Odata ce iesi din NY nu prea mai vezi nimic, decat oameni Amish, lanuri de porumb, grau, etc... abia mai vezi cate-un orasel (gen sat in Romania) :-) Si tocmai de asta e asa mare relaxarea.
Scapi de agitatia si aerul poluat al New Yorkului, nu auzi claxoane si nu conduci bara la bara; nu auzi taximetristi injurand si nu vezi oameni ce traverseaza ilegal si incurca toata circulatia dintr-o intersectie...
Am ascultat muzica in timp ce ma uitam pe geam la fiecare lucrusor ce ne iesea in cale...

M-a luat Sam si in drum spre casa mi-a explicat putin din obiceiurile oamenilor de acolo. E aproape exact ca la sat in Romania, simti miros de fan, de fum ce iese de pe horn, vezi animale, si nu sunt decat case. Singura diferenta e ca ei sunt putin mai avansati ca noi, au grajduri mai frumoase, masinarii mai avansate... Dar tot ca la noi se simtea. Desi Sam e satul pana peste cap de chestiile astea (si ei stau acolo numai de cateva luni) eu am fost incredibil de incantata sa scap de nebunia de la oras.

In fiecare dimineata cand ma trezea Sofia :-) o luam in brate si ma duceam si ma plimbam cu ea pe afara, respiram aerul curat, si ma holbam la absolut tot ca sa fiu sigura ca-mi ramane in imaginatie pana ma reintorc acolo :-). Sunt disperata dupa liniste si relaxare ca un copil mic dupa ciocolata!

Stefana a fost si ea foarte bucuroasa ca m-am dus la, avea si ea companie, si mai reusea sa resipre un pic pentru ca decand a venit Sofia scumpa pe lume e tot timpul cate ceva de facut :-) Asa ca am mai luat-o eu pe Sofia in grija mea, si am impartit treburile casei si-asa a stat si Stef un pic mai relaxata :-) Ne-am distrat tare chiar daca aveam un bebe de urmarit, a luat si Sofia parte la distractie :-) M-am bucrat si eu enorm sa o vad pe Stef pentru ca nu am mai stat la povesti de mult, abia ne vedeam in week-end putin cand apucam...

A venit si vecinul lor de langa intr-o seara la o berica pe terasa din spate, si-am stat cu totii la povesti dar ne-am simtit foarte bine.
Stef m-a dus sa vizitez si The Amish Village, un fel de "muzeu" unde-ti arata exact habitatul lor. Am ascultat povestea ghidului cu mare ardoare, pentru ca am incercat tot timpul sa inteleg de ce ar alege niste oameni sa nu foloseasca tehnologie, sa nu se uite la tv, sa nu conduca masini... toate chestiile astea erau un mister in capul meu. Dar mi-a placut sa stau si sa ascult istoria lor dupa care sa si vizitez casa, scoala, magazinul si sa vad mijloacele lor de transport, masinariile de camp, etc.

Acum va las din nou cu niste poze din PA si de la Amish Village. Enjoy! :-)

Happy Birthdaaayyy tooo meee!!! :-)

2008-04-22T12:01:00.000-07:00

Azi e ziua mea, yeeaayyy, sunt 21, nu mai trebuie sa folosesc ID-ul prietenei mele Ramona ca sa intru prin cluburi.

E super senzatia, mai ales cand ieri mi-am primit noua licenta de condus pe care nu mai scrie mare cu rosu "UNDER 21". Bineee... senzatia asta de super dureaza numai un an sau cine stie, poate cateva luni, ca dupaia incepi si imbatranesti, in cultura americana deja esti destul de matur sa faci toate chestiile deci de acum incolo vei fi considerat batran.
Si uite asa incepi si-n batranesti in fiecare an, pentru ca de acum nu mai astepti nici un moment al vietii si nici o zi de nastere ca sa poti sa: bei legal, intri-n cluburi, etc...

Aseara m-am distrat ca niciodata!!!! Am fost la Blue Ribbon, un restaurant din Soho, cu Phill si Andrew. Am mancat macare fooarte buna, am baut un vin bun, ospatarii si managerul de acolo au fost foarte draguti, la desert mi-au pus o lumanarica in tortul meu de ciocolata. Surpriza a fost ca indirect a luat parte si P. Diddy la ziua mea, pentru ca a venit acolo si-a stat chiar langa noi. Arata muuult mai bine-n realitate decat pe ecrane!!! ;-)

Dupa cina care s-a incheiat pe la 2 si ceva cred, ne-am dus in Time Square sa facem poze in mijlocul strazii, :-) m-am distrat la nebunie. Un politist chiar m-a lasat s ama urc pe masina de politie sa fac poza :-)
Am facut poze pana ne-am plictist, am ajuns pe la 4 si ceva acasa.
Am avut o seara exceptinala ne-am distrat taaree, desi am fost numai noi trei.

Acum ma pregatesc sa ma duc la Stefana in Pennsylvania sa o vad pe ea si gaza mica Sofia :-) Mi-e taaare dor de ele!
Va las cu niste poze de aseara :-)

Phill is back :-)

2008-04-18T23:29:00.000-07:00

Today Phill got back from Romania so I, Dana and Gabi went to pick him up from the airport.

Gabi waited in the car while Dana and I went to the gate and waited. I won the bet because I guessed how many people will exit before him :-) Yeaaayyy
Then when he got there, Dana and I jumped on top of him :-). He needed to use the restroom so Dana and I took care of the luggage, meaning I got on top of'em and Dana was pushing me around the airport. Hahahah!!! We both looked like some crazy dummies :-D

Then we went over Phillie's and he showed us pictures, and after, we went out of course! We ate, we talked and he told us stories about Romania and how good it was to be there.
Now, I got home and it's veeery late, 2:33 in the morning so I'm gonna go to bed, cause tomorrow I have a day full of parties :-)
Thank God spring is here :-)
Laterz

Backstage, you’re great!

2008-04-17T19:33:00.000-07:00

Every Thursday morning on my way to school I stop by the newsstand on 23rd St and Park Av, to buy the only newspaper that really grabs my attention: Backstage! It comes out every Thursday morning and its waiting there for me anxiously hot out the oven ;-).

Backstage is the actors’ newspaper, it’s the source that gives you all the good information about castings and any news about your favorite actor/actress. Just by buying this newspaper makes my Thursday even better than it is. Not only is the last day of school for me before the week-end but it makes my classes seem much more enjoyable :-)
Don’t get me wrong I don’t hate them but sometimes I really want to think about something else than exams and loads of papers or studying that I have to do.
So I “melt” into the paper and start reading, but this with a pen in my hand so I can circle every interesting gig that I gotta reply to.

Today it was that fun day for me, where I sat down and read the newspaper during my first two classes, I had three, but I had an exam on the last one. It was the last day of class so we didn’t do much :-) and I didn’t even feel that bad for not getting involved with the boringness of the class :-D

Now it’s pretty late, but tomorrow I’m going to send my emails and hopefully I’ll be scheduled for some auditions. I’m excited every time I read Backstage and hopefully soon enough I’ll be where I really love to be: on stage, on the small and then the big screens….

Good night everyone!
Bia

Yelle, si Reebok ceva special!

2008-04-16T19:29:00.000-07:00

Astazi vorbesc de cantareata franceza Yelle, care mi se pare un geniu al muzicii. Ma regasesc in cantecele ei si ce e funny e ca stilul meu e extrem de asemanator cu al ei.

Prima data am ascultat-o la Phill in masina, o avea pe Ipod si cum am auzit melodia "Je Veux Te Voir" (care de altfel mi-e preferata) a trebuit sa aflu totul despre ea si muzica ei.

Am cautat pe youtube toate videourile pe care puteam sa le vad si tot timpul sunt la curent cu ce apare nou: video din concerte live, video la noi melodii, noutati despre ea). De cand am auzit de ea, ascult muzica ei si astept cu nerabdare urmatorul ei concert in New York.

Ea iubeste Reeboks ca si mine, mi se par indispensabili, si ea promoveaza Reebooks Freestyle France in Reebok World Tour (cautati pe google sa vedeti ce simpatici sunt). Eu traiesc pentru Reebok si Reebok Freestyles sunt viata mea :-D. Stiti Rebooks aia de femei care sunt colorati tipator? Aia sunt Freestyles care au fost lansati la aniversarea a 25 de ani de Reebok Freestyles.

Sa revenim la Yelle! E o fata originala cu versuri foarte originale si care iti da asa o stare de dans si buna dispozitie de n-ai idee :-)
Va las acum cu melodia si videoul meu preferat de la Yelle- Je Veux Te Voir unde puteti sa vedeti si Reeboks Freestyles :-)

Celebrating Julez B-day :-)

2008-04-15T20:31:00.000-07:00

Today I finally made it to Broadway and 4th st to see Julez waiting for me on the corner :-) I barely recognized her. Lol it's not that she changed so much in a few days since I last saw her but the sun was so strong, it made her seem....too... white... weird. Lol

We started looking for a nice restaurant to eat because I wanted her to enjoy a nice place for her 21 Bday. After a 10 min walk she decided on this place that didn't really seem too exciting but we were starving so we went in. It was actually soooo nice! The food was good and we decided that we have to go there more often. The place is called "La Lanterna di Vittorio" ( www.LaLanternaCaffe.com)

We ate, chatted, and I was so close to make Julez cut class and spend more time, but in the end I didn't succeed it... Just 2 more weeks of school after the brake which starts next week... Thank God, we are both anxious for the summer and we both can't wait to stop thinking about exams and projects and research that we have to do...

After, we both went back to school, but we had fun :-) and we ate very good bruschetta's. Yummyyyyy

Happy Birthday Julez!!!!

2008-04-14T19:59:00.000-07:00

Today's Iulia's birthday!!!! I wish her all the best in the world and all the happiness that one could get ;-)

Tomorrow I'm taking her out for lunch at 1p.m, then we'll go back to school :-( but we'll make sure to celebrate well :-)

Julez you'r wonderful and sweet, thank you for being who you are.

Love, Bia!

Ce zi plictisitoare....

2008-04-14T19:47:00.000-07:00

M-am trezit azi dimineata cu telefonul sunand, ceea ce a declansat o spaima si confuzie in capul meu pentru ca nu stiam unde ma aflu. Lol. De la zgomotul de la cell... Offff ooofff...

Am fost la dentist la check up and cleaning dupa care m-am intors acasa si am plecat din nou ca sa ajung in "timp" la scoala. Chipurile! Am ajuns jumate de ora mai tarziu dupa inceperea orei. Hihihi Noroc ca tipul ia prezenta dupa jumate de ora si asa pot sa intarzii si eu :-D

Am ajuns acasa si m-a sunat Ruxi (prietena mea din Chicago). Vorbeam noi cu ardoare si Ruxi-mi dadea niste detalii spicy ce s-au petrecut azi cand se aude o "muzica" de la televizorul meu. Lol era preotul care canta, la care Ruxi: "Ma da tu ce faci? Asculti liturghia?" "Doamne n-am stiu ca fugi seara repede acasa sa asculti liturgia si eu iti povestesc aici toate astea si te indemn la toate cele, hahaha, daca stiam nu mai iti povesteam, hahahah"
Si uite asa am ras noi vreo cateva minutele din cauza liturghiei de la stiri.

Acum e seara si ma duc la nani curand...
In final m-am si distrat azi :-D

Astazi, concert Activ!!! Yeeeaayyyy

2008-04-13T12:39:00.000-07:00

Acum o astept pe prietena mea Oana sa ajunga la mine acasa, pentru ca impreuna mergem la concertul Activ din club Rebel. N-am mai fost niciodata acolo, sper sa fie frumos, si pe Activ nu i-am mai vazut din 2006 de la mare, n-am mai fost pe acasa de atunci. Dar iata, daca nu vine Mohamed la munte, vine muntele la Mohamed, asa ca trupa Activ vin sa cante pentru romanii din afara tarii si care ca mine, n-au mai ajuns pe acasa de ceva timp :-(
Mili m-a anuntat de concertul asta si-i multumesc din tot sufletul.
Desi este duminica, am sa stau toata noaptea sa dansez si sa cant, pentru ca eu chiar am nevoie de asta. Nici nu mai stiu ce inseamna petrecerea de cand n-am mai iesit pe-afara din cazua muncii si scolii... uufff
Dar asta seara e: Paaartyyyyyyyy!!!! Yeeeaahhh
V-am lasat :-D

Amy Winehouse- great artist!

2008-04-12T12:44:00.000-07:00

This is the marvelous jewish girl that managed to get out of their cultural and religious "traditions" and beliefs and be an original individual with a great voice.

I love her music despite the fact that some might say: "How can u like the music of a drug addict??" But my response is: "What do drugs have to do with music???" She has a great voice and she's a great songwriter, what she does with the drugs is her choice.

I can find myself or parts of my life in a big part of her music, and no , I'm no drug addict and never was I just know how to appreciate talent.

And now I'm gonna leave you with one of my favorite songs :-)

Farewell Express sweater

2008-04-11T15:53:00.000-07:00

Today the day started soooo nice and I was excited to wake up at 7a.m just to go shopping with my mother. We work so much that we barely get any time together so today we were both free J Yeeeaayyy, we said, perfect time to go shopping!!! I needed a gown for the Asian Excellence Awards in Los Angeles that I’m going to on the 23rd with my very good friend Manon Dave who is a great talent in the music industry. This is my present from him for my birthday J
After five hours of looking around I finally found two pretty dresses that I bough (well… I’ll end up returning one because I couldn’t decide today which one I’m gonna wear) and then we moved on to the shoes. Very fast I found the prettiest shoes I could find and I was all happy that I finally have everything ready for my trip.
So we were about to step out the store when not me, my mom realizes that I don’t have my sweater on my bag anymore. OOOOOHHHH nooo I said: I’ve lost my sweater!!!
So then we had to go back and look for it everywhere. Everywhere means the whole 7 floors of the biiiig store we were in. Useless! We could find it anywhere L
Then an associate told us to go to security where they bring all the stuff they find and see if its there. It wasn’t there either… I got their card and I have to call back later and check upon it, but I don’t think they can find it anymore, and even if someone does, they might just put it on the rack thinking its one of the items for sale.
It was sooo pretty, it was cream color with some golden strips in it, it had a biiig golden safety pen by the breast and it was coming up to the knees. And now it’s gone…
I’ve only though I had a productive day…. I’ve also lost….

Friendship!

2008-04-10T11:41:00.000-07:00

What's friendship in the end? And why does it have to be so hard for some to truly be real friends? Don't they feel low, and disgusted by the way they are and the way they can fake it? And the ones that truly care for you and feel you'r a great friend, how big is their happiness to know u'r always there... Well, the happiness I can explain but the "fakeness" of others I can't.
I've learned growing up that friendship means love and true feelings and that's what I give every time I choose someone as a friend, because if not, why bother with them...???
I have a couple of best friends that I know and guarantee that they will be there for me no matter how far I am or what mistake I make. I know they will fully support me with every decision I take or any life changing situation I pick...
And I've had people during my life that I considered true friends for years, which means I would of done anything for them at any time because I felt they deserved it, but who proved me wrong and disappointed me in a way that I would never be able to explain it... And I can't start to explain how big the disappointment was and how hard it was for me to accept it, but I ended up facing the problem and now I understand that some people are the way they are just to achieve their goal, but I don't understand how can they live with themselves.... Anyways, the message I'm sending is: don't pretend you care about someone just to get something, just face the truth and be real!
Love your true friends because they count! Live, smile, laugh, sometimes cry (not too much cause ur eyes get puffy and red and you'll look ugly) with them, share the things you have and they don't because this is the key to a better world! ;-)

Fericirea adusa de amintiri

2008-04-09T20:14:00.000-07:00

Stateam astazi si gandeam in drum spre scoala la motivele care ma fac pe mine fericita de vreo saptama-ncoa... Prima "tentativa" de random hapiness a fost cand eram pe punctul sa intru in scoala joia trecuta, si m-a cuprins asa un val de fericire de-am zambit cu gura pana la urechi in mijlocul strazii, dar era un zambet sincer si curat. Se uitau studentii la mine probabil gandind ca am ceva la cap fiindca zambesc de una singura, dar in gandul meu ziceam: ce conteaza sunt fericita! Si eram.
Asta pentru ca Manon bunul meu prieten din Londra era in New York si nu-l mai vazusem de un an. Am iesit seara in cluburi si lounge-uri, am stat la povesti si ne-am amintit visele noastre de acum un an care se apropie tot mai mult de a se implini. Ne-am dat seama ce viata frumoasa avem si tot noua nu ne venea sa credem ce viata frumoasa avem :-)
Urmatoarea runda a fost cand am vorbit cu Diana prietena mea cea mai buna care sta in Romania, ne-am amintit de copilaria noastra impreuna si de peripetiile noastre. Si vorbind cu ea am realizat ca a crescut, nu mai e Diutza mica, acum s-a facut mare si ma uimeste cu fiecare lucru pe care-l spune. Am vorbit cu Phill la telefon (care tocmai a ajuns in vacanta in Romania) si m-am intalnit cu Iulia la lunch si-am povestit de Romania si de chestii de viitor. Si am realizat ca lucrurile astea ma fac fericita: prietenii la care tin si care la randul lor tin la mine.
Zambetele mele largi si neasteptate se datoreaza lor, prietenilor, si pentru asta le multumesc!